My heart is just as a cave if end even this year.

12/06/(19/32)

I said it my Pegasus.
"This year also ends soon.
I could not love anyone.
I seem to have continued to run desperately.
I know that it became December and I noticed.
How many males pass my front?
I don't want to think it.
Because I know that can't reply to the expectation of the male.
Why?
My heart is closing still.
My heart is closing for long after the war starts.
My heart stopped feeling peace.
The person who lost a lover will know the weight of the death of a human being.
I lost my parents.
I am dragging the weight of the death even now.
I don't forget the weight eternally.
I am seen the death of my lovers on the death of the others once again.
I don't want to see the death of the lovers absolutely.
My Pegasus! I want to feel peace of mind in transience now."

The Pegasus said it.
"The person can't live without love.
The person requests love.
The person can live with the power of love.
You know the power of love.
But you can't catch the love that you request.
What is the love that you requests?"

I said it.
"It is the male who wraps my heart and body.
My heart depressed for long.
I am not necessary the word of the compliment.
I am not necessary the conventional love word.
I am waiting for the word that I request.
But anyone without conveying the word to me.
A real sweetheart will know the word if understands me really.
I am waiting for the word none the less."

The Pegasus said it.
" You are a severe female.
Many males can't exceed the big wall and was dying.
Did you lose gentleness?"

I said it.
"What is the gentleness?
Is it to tell a lie for take the mood of the male?
How does it become if the male loves it seriously?
I don't want to scar the male."


The Pegasus said it.
"Recently, the change is breaking out in the Japanese females.
The females are beginning to get married to the male of a handicapped person.
The male of a handicapped person worries about the future and refuse marriage.
But the females aren't worrying about the future at all.

The females say it.
"I like your challenge mind.
You give my smiling face.
I am learning many case from you.
I don't think that your care is a trouble."

Where did the females become favorite?
Is it the rich, future, appearance, character of the male???
Old Japanese females were the same as China of now.
The rich, future, appearance of the male.
The heart of the Japanese females grew richly.
You are such Japanese female also.
Your heart may grew probably.
You know the answer already.
But you block it now.
You are starved for love.
Even the fantasy good now.
Do not you give the word of love to me now?"

I said it.
"I want the chest of the male that wipes my tears.
My parents are gazing at the male.
My mother is a very beautiful smiling face.
The eyes of my father are narrowing.
I want to pour the tears nicely.
I want to pour the tears for 1 year.
My tears will come to be flowing in the sea.
The sea tidies up my tears to a jewel case.
I don't have the courage that sees the face of the male.
I saw the face of the male fearfully.
What kind of face is the face?
Ohh!! the word of my love was discontinued!"

The Pegasus said it.
"It is good that your favorite face.
The face isn't a problem so much.
Love is a sensitive thing.
Female has special ability.
It is sharp feeling.
Please believe the feeling!"

The pace of Japan until this year.

12/06/(19/32)

A wise British Parliamentarian called Lord Acton about 150 years ago said:
"Power corrupts. Absolute power corrupts absolutely."
This is why there is corruption in all political systems.
Once people get a taste of power, they change.
They betray their principles and beliefs.
They deny that there are any problems with western politics and politicians.
Such people are either fools, liars, hypocrites, or they are going around with their eyes and ears closed.

Background of the high economic growth of Japan;
The rich puts up with pays a high tax and have distributed the money.
The general people became rich with the favor.
Everybody bought a high new product.
USA GDP was 60-70% more than Japan.
However, the general people were poor.
Therefore, a high new product didn't sell.
The result, the mass production of a high new product became possible in Japan.
Japan has come to monopolize the market of the world.

The government is oppressing many workers, businessmen.
The government began to give a further benefit only to the large enterprise and the rich.
The old government forced patience to rich.
It knew that the business condition becomes bad if decreases the money of the poor persons.
Because consumption decreases properly.
A new sight spreads in Japan now.
The government continues to give anxiety to the citizens.
The patience bag of the citizens cut.
The suicide and criminal are increasing unprecedentedly.

Labor force is becoming excessive condition with the improvement of productivity.
The new labor demand must be born with the point care of the aged.
The government made the school in the era when the child is increasing.
It made the road in the population rapid increase area.
However, the government of now doesn't make the welfare institute in the era when the aged is increasing.

Japan of now is only the society consumption for the young person and the aged central society consumption doesn't exist.
It is the system that it doesn't study after studied from 6 years old to 22 years old in the education.
The educational system of now was born in an average span of life 50 year-old era.
It is the era in life 80 year-old now.
The average span of life grew even 30 years.

The tax allocates the income.
However, it try to be destroyed now.
At present, the aged over 50 years old is possessing 80% or more of Japanese finance property.
The aged over 65 years old is 60%.
Therefore, the gross national demand doesn't increase if the aged doesn't increase consumption.

The old person isn't the weak person in Japan.
The young generation is the savings weak person with the education cost of a child and my-house loan.
The one of the old person is a savings strong person.
However, one of the savings strong person is favored medical treatment and pension.
Moreover, there are many cases it receives the social welfare service as the savings strong person.
The social welfare is moving the funds to the old savings strong person from the young savings weak person.
Therefore the whole consumption doesn't increase.

Productivity becomes high and labor force disappeared so necessary.
The salary difference is necessary to raises the consciousness that increases production if the country which the production isn't sufficient.
But it is the era when the consumption isn't sufficient in Japan of now.
It is the era when it must stimulate the consumption.
The one that consumption doesn't attach the salary difference grows basically.

Japan isn't Democracy and became "Money Power principle" in the short term.
The big cause is politics.
The Liberal-Democratic Party continues dictatorship for more than 50 years after the war.
However, the faction fellow was greatly quarreling seriously in the Liberal-Democratic Party.
Takeshita administration terminated this.
Namely, friendly rivalry began.
This is the conspire to agree on prices of politics.
And the rich began to purchase the government with the bribe stately.
It is to return to the system in the high economic growth era for stop it.
Now, the enterprise and the citizens don't want to pay the tax.
Because it know that the bureaucracy and politician are using the tax as the personal effects to like water.
The consumption tax increases and the welfare of usually persons/usually following persons decreased.
The result, their consumption became cold.

After bubble collapse (the 1980's end), Japanese economy is stagnating for more than 10 years.
Forever, Japanese economy doesn't recover.
The Japanese Government dilated inefficient protection industry by the expansion of the investment in public works.
The system is tracing the continue of expansion still.
It took the chance that digs up the potential demand from the private enterprise.
Bureaucracy formation promoted inefficiency. The large enterprise of established chose the way where combines with the bureaucracy organization.
The new venture was crushed to the suppression that isn't seen always.
And the market principle was disappearing in Japan.
Only the conspire to agree on prices and political donation became rampant.

Japan is the society of bullying fundamentally.
It was bullying the Korean and Chinese previously the battle.
Japanese bullies each other in the postwar.
Japanese nations burden rate of now are 49.8%.
It is the same as Public officer 50%/Citizen 50% in the Edo period.
6% of the Citizens are a public officer.
The warrior was occupying 6% in the Edo period also.
At present, the labor productivity is the 26th world rate.
The employment of the unregular member is increasing because it is a difficulty of finding employment.

Hashimoto administration raised consumption tax from 3% to 5% in 1997 years.
The economy became furthermore bad with the burden increase of $90,000,000,000.00.
Obuchi administration carried out a lasting tax reduction in 1999 years.
It was 3 lowering.
The fixed rate tax reduction of the income tax.
The highest tax rate of the income tax is lowered.
Lowering of corporation tax.

Progressive taxation mitigated with tax system revision.
The reason; the productivity of Japan is low because the progressive taxation is severe.
However, the productivity didn't improve even after it mitigated.
Even private consumption decreased.
The business condition dropped more if it loosens progressive taxation.

The investment in public works was $5,100,000,000,000.00 when Obuchi administration (1999 years).
However, GDP decreased conversely.
The efficiency was bad very much.

The highest tax rate to the income was lowered from 65% to 50%.
The persons of the annual income of $114,730.00 or more received the benefit.
The average pay of the worker has fallen off with continuation for 6 years.
The workers of the annual income of $20,000.00 or less exceeded 20%.
Annual income of the young generation of most is the take-home pay of $30,000.00 or less.
The income layer of annual income ultra of $100,000.00 is 5.5% of wage earners.
The annual income of $85,000.00 or more is 8.0%.
The tax to the income is the progressive taxation system in Japan.
It lowered the taxation highest amount.
Also it lowered the taxation minimum.

The public officer graduate invaded into the rich shrewdly.
The persons of the annual income of $50,000.00 or less are using all of the incomes for consumption.
However the person of the annual income of $100,000.00 use only 1/2 of the income.
The person of $150,000.00 consume it only 1/3.
In short, it doesn't consume it as it is rich.
The economy doesn't revolve even if it favors the rich.
The consumption increases and economy becomes good if it favors the low person of the income.
The rich is applying pressure on politics for the property of oneself doesn't decrease.

The large enterprise crushed the weak man with deregulation when it is prosperous.
The government helps the large enterprise when it becomes inactive.
The politician, bureaucracy are moving by the greeting and farewell car.
It is the president of the large enterprise and medium that they are associating.
They decide anything and mass media pours it.
People don't doubt the word of mass media.
TV's news caster is receiving many guarantees in a month.
They should not able to understand the thought of general people.
The power of the TV is big.

The citizens must study about the tax more.
The persons of 40 reigns, 50 reigns are the object of restructuring most now.
They received education 20-30 years ago.
They don't have the desire and margin that study already.
They choose simpler stimulation than receive education.

The before Wori Prime Minister was fat and the conversation was poor.
Therefore the impression was bad.
The present Koizumi Prime Minister is good the bracket and the conversation is good.
Many Japanese are judging only with such an impression.
It is a very dangerous case.
The society became the era when moves largely with the impression and psychological factor.

Japanese of now isn't enthusiastic study.
Is the sentence correct?
Does not the contradiction exist in logic?
The study enthusiastic person is always thinking centering around the letter and number.
However, it receive the fact only with the impression when is seeing only the animation/TV/movie/sports/music.
The power that thinks deeply is lost.

The receipt payment pension amount is the month average of about $1,100.00 (1998 years).
The disposable income is $1,200.00.
Consumption inclination is exceeding 120%.
The consumption is $120,000,000,000.00 when the public pension is $100,000,000,000.00 for a year namely.
This efficiency is good more very much than all other investments in public works.

Japanese finance is incline to more public working expenses than Europe.
The burden of the tax/society insurance premium of the large enterprise is lower than Europe.

GDP ratio of the public works (2000 years);
Japan 5.0%.
England 1.1%.
Germany 3.2%.
France 1.9%.

Burden rate of the tax/society insurance premium of the enterprise (national income ratio, 2000 years)
France (1990 years) 23% (2000 years) 24%(up)
Germany (1990 years) 16% (2000 years) 18%(up)
England (1990 years) 15% (2000 years) 16%(up)
Japan (1990 years) 14% (2000 years) 12%(down)

Productivity drops from this.
Labor-saving goes on from this.
Even population is decreasing.
It must make the system that the citizens are able to consume while feeling relieved.
The world entered in the transitional stage.
What is the final goal of the economy?
May the citizens become poor?
Or is the happiness of the citizens a goal?
The economy is for the happiness of the citizens basically.
It is a goal that raises productivity from the citizens in Japan.
It is putting the cart before the horse.
The economy doesn't revolve if the balance with consumption is bad no matter how it raises productivity.
Is the economy that many human beings are cornered to suicide with unemployment good economy really?

USA's Yahoo E-mail has an obstacle still.

12/19/(22/41)

USA's Yahoo E-mail gets broken once again on December 19.
USA's Yahoo E-mail broke last week.
You will have to change it into other E-mail soon if you are using it.
You will can't receive many E-mail if you don't it.
Sorry, I will not send E-mail that I could not send from the next once again.
I warned here.

My love can't ignite still.

12/20/(00/08)

I look like the maiden who has the dream of love.
I want to drown to love.
Where be my prince now?
I did at the loss what to do.
I am not remaining even the voice that cries out already.
Long darkness continues.
Others can say easily.
I look like Japan of now.

I am seeing the surroundings and feel deeply.
Japan has never experienced such sickness.
A child kills the parents.
A parents kill the child.
A male kills a weak person (woman, child, old person).
Incendiary continues to increase.
The suicide of youngster and the middle age of 40-50 years old reign continues to increase.
I have not seen such a sight until now.
I come close to going mad.
Here is hell.

Many Japanese don't have the view in future.
Many Japanese are looking at the devil who is getting close in future.
Many Japanese are giving up it.
Many Japanese don't think that fight the devil.
Many Japanese are thinking only that escapes from the devil.
This is the true figure of Japan in the 21st century.
Is this the culture of Japan?
Why did Japan become this?

The blocks of the lie.

12/25/(22/48)

I always yearn when see wonderful music and movie.
I want to make such a wonderful work.
I want to make the work that many persons are impressed.
All the persons also will be feeling it as me.
Wonderful work gives a dream to a person.
Wonderful work gives a courage to a person.
Wonderful work gives a goal to a person.
And the wonderful work gives love to a person.

2004 years end now.
I was alive even this year.
What year am I alive the rest?
Creatures don't know the life of oneself.
But the creatures try to live one's best until the life of oneself ends.

Earth is becoming small.
But various sense of values is increasing quickly.
Therefore the dispute is increasing with the difference of the sense of values.
Can each other find the line that compromises with the discussion?
It is impossible for the human being to do it.

I said it to the Pegasus.
"My Pegasus!!
Must you thank for that I was born to a human being?
Or must I regret that I was born to a human being?
I know the wonderful human being and foolish human being.
It is a few wonderful human being and many foolish human beings.".

The Pegasus said it.
"Why is the human being able to surpass than other creatures?
The human being has reason, word, self, God, science etc.
However, the human being continues to have the same things as other creatures.
The human being is evil.
The human being is cruel.
The human being also has law of the jungle, desire.
All the human beings are always thinking.
The human being is speaking with oneself.
Which wins, God or Devil?
Devil is a beautiful figure.
All the human beings aren't deceived if Devil is an ugly figure.
God is an ugly figure.
All the human beings aren't lost if God is a beautiful figure.
Many philosophers get tired to the foolishness of the human being.
They realized 'The human beings don't become to God after all'.
However, many scholar person built future for the foolish human being.
They were seeing very long future patiently.
Where are you looking at?"

I said it.
"I am sometimes seeing far future.
However, I am always seeing my feet."

The Pegasus said it.
"What your God wishes?
What your Devil wishes"

I said it.
"My God wishs that I permit all the people.
My Devil wishs that I hate a foolish person."

The Pegasus said it.
"Devil pretend God sometimes.
Devil continues to give confusion and anxiety to the human being.
Devil doesn't hope the peace of this world.
Devil hopes the dispute of this world.
God doesn't quarrel with Devil.
Because God doesn't quarrel whoever.
Therefore you must win Devil."

I said it.
"I can not know the existence of the devil.
My feeling is getting angry naturally.
I don't notice what the devil tempted.
Therefore I can not win the devil."

The Pegasus said it.
"Devil whispers with your ear source.
Inconvenient human being is a devil to oneself.
It is called terrorism from this!!
You must not forget the treatment in the past.
You must not forget the crime of the person.
'Please kill the human being for you!'
The spell is whispering continually from your first birthday.
However, the plating of the charlatan comes off surely.
The contradiction is born someday.
Devil accumulates the lie for the contradiction.
And the blocks collapses someday."

A dark shadow on Christmas.

12/25/(23/33)

I enjoyed a Christmas party with many friends in the house of a friend yesterday.
Many Japanese enjoy the day of Christmas.
Many Japanese are an unreligion of-course.

I heard that America is having trouble about Christmas.
The Christianity of America is saying "Return it because Christmas is the thing of Christianity!".
It was comical.
It was seen very childishly.
However, it may be a serious event to Christianity.
I have the penpals of the European and American of the unreligion.
I sympathize with them.

I glad only 1 because I was Japanese.
It is that the dispute of the religion doesn't exist in Japan.
Recently, the dispute of Christianity and Muslim are intense.
Japanese is feeling relieved to the dispute of the religion doesn't exist in Japan.
It is seen like very much because Christianity is strong in Europe and America.

2004 years was the year of a disaster.

12/31/(20/41)

A robbery event broke out in a nearby pharmacist two days ago.
The male of a 50 years old unit stole $9,800.00.
A robbery has just entered in a 24 hours-nearby super.
Many crime are increasing in this area suddenly.
3 youngsters committed suicide in a car also yesterday.
A small news TV reported it only 1 time.
All private TVs pour only the comedian.
The national TV pours only the revival.
Suicide became not rare in Japan already.
The penpals of the world don't believe that crime is increasing in Japan.
Sure, it is a minority than America's crime.

Here was the first snow of the season today.
My cold doesn't heal still.
My cough doesn't stop for 2 weeks already.
A friend is catching the cold for one month over.
We changed 2 hospitals.
A friend becomes pneumonia and got hospitalized.
She was the critical moment.
I had not heard that a youngster became pneumonia with the cold.
This cold hard in Japan.
Japanese have become can not trust the hospital of Japan.

MITSUI & CO., LTD. which was excellent in the trading company of Japan was doing fraud for long.
I was supporting MITSUI & CO., LTD. heretofore.
MITSUI & CO., LTD. tells a lie and was receiving the order of an echo from a local authority(Tokyo).
MITSUI & CO., LTD. was the model company of Japan.
The Contamination is going on also to the excellent company of Japan alredy.
The company of Japan fell into the connections society.
The company of Japan will become can not compete for it fair with the world in the future.

The weather is as it is same with my sickness.
The weather bad long time.
I can not jog of-course.
I sometimes walk.
But I cough and discontinue it always.
I want to jog soon.
I feel depressed.

It was a bad year this year.
My uncle died in December.

Many disasters broke out on the world in 2004 years.
The power of nature terrible.
The human being is incompetent before the power of nature.
This is the power of the real earth.
The power of nature without forgiving.

The human being dies someday.
A human being dies by a crime.
A human being dies by a war (terrorism).
A human being dies by a suicide.
A human being dies by a traffic accident.
A human being dies by the accident that broke out with the error of oneself.
A human being dies by the accident of natural disaster.
A human being dies by the sickness that broke out with the error of a hospital.
A human being dies by a sickness.
A human being dies by an old body.

I don't want to die of the traffic accident and war.
I want to die of sick and disaster.

And a big disaster broke out last this year.
Indian Ocean tsunami on December 26, 2004.