End in 2003.

12/01/(20/41)

It became December already.
I was improving very much this year.
Because I was able to learn many case this year.
I knew that is wonderful that I know.

I recalled present in last year.
I am thinking the new plan in this year.
I didn't think that I learn many case with the stage.
I couldn't search the partner who changes to my Pegasus.

A friend introduced Anomalocaris to me.
I thank for the friend.
I felt the earth through Anomalocaris.
I knew real life through Anomalocaris.
I caught a real mission through Anomalocaris.

I said " Anomalocaris!! 2003 years end already. I want to use the last time effectively with you" to Anomalocaris.


Anomalocaris said it.

" I was unable to become your sweetheart.
But I was able to become your teacher.
You thought that want to know it seriously.

It is a really wonderful case that the human being knows many case.
The human being knows many case by the experience.
But it does full existence that the human being can't know by the experience.
The human being can read the book.
The human being can discuss with the others.

The human being gets the word and really good.
The human being would have been the same as other animals if doesn't get the word.
Present human being must thank for the ancestor who got the word.
Present human being thinks that s/he got the word naturally.
It is a big mistake.

The ancestor left the word for the human being in the future.
What does the present human being leave for the human being in the future?
Is it science and technology?
Is it poverty?
Is it hatred?
Is it murder?

Or is it natural?
Or is it equal?
Or is it love?
Or is it the value of life?

You must continue the discussion with many people more.
Your love must be impressed to many people more.
Only aggregate of the love of the individual will give the circle to this world.
You must not give up the love.

Creature dies without fail.
You must not fear the death.
You have the mission that must give a favor of overcoming the death already.
You must carry out the mission until the death.
It is your happiness.

You are an earth-person.
Please devote the prayer for the others!
Please devote the prayer for the future of the earth!
Please bring up the love more! "

The Gear that went mad.

12/07/(23/35)

I read a news paper and surprised.
Public care insurance (Federal Long Term Care Insurance Program) began to USA from July 1, 2002 for the first time.
Person who can receive it are Federal Government, Post office staff with the family.
It is about 20,000,000 people.
It is about 7.14% of the population of USA.
The Nation gives the cash payment to them.
They can receive the care in the home, Nursing home, care house (assisted care facilities), day care, hospice.
It is necessary about $20,000.00 for a year in USA to the home care.
It is necessary about $50,000.00 for a year in USA to the Nursing home.

I knew it for the first time.
Such law doesn't materialize it in Japan.
The law is favoring only a part of person.
Wow!! the persons are only a part of public officer.
I am afraid of USA very much.
Why did the citizens of USA admit it?
Or don't the citizens of USA have the veto?

The figure of Japan floated on my mind now.
Only bad part of USA becomes same in Japan soon.
Do I come not to be grieving over the citizens of USA?
Sure, the nation of Japan is taking care of only a part of people already.
Do only part of public officer have the privilege in the future of Japan?

Good country.

12/08/(21/20)

Survey in 2001/07/10 by the United Nations.
Where is the country that is easy to live most in the world through the technology?
No1. Norway.
No2. Australia.
No3. Canada.
No4. Sweden.
No5. Belgium.
No6. USA.

Why U.S. became the 6th?
The poverty layer isn't receiving the benefit.
Access of the Internet of the city and local are unequal.
The health insurance system isn't arranged.

Japan couldn't enter into the upper class ofcourse.

Incidentally, Where is the country which technology is excellent purely?
No1. Finland.
No2. USA.
No3. Sweden.
No4. Japan.
No5. Korea.

The Country which technology is excellent/the Country which is easy to live seems to differ entirely.
I was able to understand it well.

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Country which Japanese wants to live in the old age.
No1. Australia.
No2. Hawaii.
No3. New Zealand.
No4. Canada.
No5. Switzerland.

What are the difference of the terrorism and guerrilla?

12/08/(22/20)

The Prime Minister of Japan decided the Iraq dispatch after all.
Japanese soldiers go out overseas for the first time after the second world war.
Japanese Government says "We don't yield to the terrorism" .
But it goes out because yielded to the power of USA.

Many countries where don't have the core yielded to the power.
The countries where have the core didn't yield to the power.
Is the country where had the core advantageous?
It is a very fearful case.

The people who forgot the misery of the war exist already.
The people who beautify the war appeared after all.

TV of Japan is also yielding to the power.
It is bind firmly with the Japanese Government and the USA Government.
TV of Japan also disappointing.
I criticized TV of USA at the time of the Iraq war.
Because TV of USA yielded to the government of USA.
I prided in that TV of Japan was neutral.

But the Government of USA applied the pressure on TV of Japan after all.
The result was wretched.

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Iraq dispatch country (England, USA are eliminated) .
* Europe (21).
Italy, Poland, Ukraine, Spain, Netherlands, Rumania, Denmark, Bulgaria, Czecho, Hungary, Albania, Azerbaijan, Estonia, Kazakhstan, Georgia, Slovakia, Norway, Macedonia, Moldova, Latvia, Lithuania.
* America (4).
El Salvador, Honduras, Dominican Republic, Nicaragua.
* The Asia, Oceania (6).
Australia, Korea, Thailand, New Zealand, Philippines, Mongolia.
* The Middle East (3).
United Arab Emirates, Saudi Arabia, Jordan.
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Guerrilla is an unregular armaments party.
It fights irregular for the separation independence exercise of the country and area.
It is guerrilla warfare.
Guerrilla activity is the unregular battle that back up the standing army.

Terrorism is the violence that gives the fear to the individual/organization.
It is the violence of assassination/kidnapping/hijack etc. for a politics purpose.

Guerrilla is admitted for the application of the war law.
Terrorism is admitted for the object of the criminal law.
Guerrilla is 1 structure of a war.
Terrorism is 1 structure of subversive activities.
It can receive the handling of the prisoner of war with the international law if it is caught with the guerrilla activity.
But Terrorism becomes a criminal law criminal and become capital punishment.

But the line very difficult.
Terrorism is the violence for a politics purpose.
Guerrilla is the battle deed for the independence exercise of the country at the time of the war.

World says that Talibaan is a terrorism activity.
World says that the north alliance is a guerrilla activity.
Which is the corps of Hussein of Iraq?
I think that it is a guerrilla activity.

The Construction of Japan.

12/10/(12/56)

I tried to enter into my apartment after the jogging yesterday.
It is under Construction of a road for long before the apartment.
The Construction is the work that ground utility pole enters into the underground.
It is under the Construction for the road of a big bypass with the side.
Two Construction have stuck after all.
I tried to pass a narrow path to enter into the apartment.
The narrow path only 10 m.
Way induction person of the Construction tried to stop me.
I didn't notice the induction person because I had already walked.
5 m tip was an apartment when I noticed the induction person.
I entered into the apartment without regard to him.

I wasn't able to sleep at night.
I want to continue the jogging.
But I must pass the way to continue the jogging.
Wow!! I became can't enter into the apartment.
I don't want to pass the way already.
I worried how I will pass the way from tomorrow.

I passed the way with the longest course for the apartment today.
My body was walking the way of the detour naturally.
I was able to pass the way peacefully.
Myself was victims easily.
Ha ha ha..
It doesn't seem to have been the event of as that I worry.

I thought in a moment.
My stress was accumulated very much yesterday.
My stress was solved with that myself is victims.
The people who the stress is accumulated are increasing recently.
The person requests the sacrifice to the partner than oneself is victims.
Therefore it is developing into many events.
May be a event was breaking out if I stretch the spirit and I am also passing the narrow path.

Many Constructions were implementing it in year end usual.
The way where my friend lives was executing Construction at night.
Therefore the stress of the friend is accumulated very much.
The way where is crowded executes Construction at night.
Construction is thinking the situation of only the way.
Construction never is thinking the situation of the citizen.
Construction thinks it is good if distributes the official announcement paper to the citizen.
I don't know the Construction of the world.
The Construction of Japan isn't changing at all from the old days.
It sit cross-legged very much.
The efficiency also very bad.

Many citizens hope that the Construction disappears.
The citizen know that the Construction isn't for the citizen.
It is for the persons who receive the profit by the construction.
The Construction company concerned, the politician, the bureaucracy, the administration.

This year.

12/15/(15/34)

This year ends soon.

What kind of year was this year for me?
My job dropped.
The companies of my acquaintance did full bankruptcy.
An old shop of Japan did full bankruptcy.
The bankruptcy of the old shop over 30 exceeded the new enterprise of below 10.
Japanese said "An old shop strong to the depression" .
An old shop became can't take hold of the needs of the consumer and the flow in the era.
Many enterprises became conservative in severe management environment.
Challenge mind is necessary.
But it disappeared in the era when makes the debt.
Before, Japanese said "Debt is a part of a property" .
It is doing bankrupt as it is when has the debt, a very poor life is waiting.
Many people don't want to become the very poor life.
Therefore the challenger decreased in Japan.

Word of the world of the Sumo.
The practice for the tip in 3rd years.
They pile up the practice for the tip in 3rd years continually and polish the technique.
How can the person continue to have the enthusiasm?
Is oneself falls into the mannerism and isn't declining?
The manager without existing in the sports.
It is the fight with oneself responsibility.
It can select the growth and bankruptcy freely.
The Challenger is free.
The Challenger must attach the motive with oneself.
The Challenger must practice it without borrowing anyone's power.
The Challenger must not do the excuse of the failure.
The Challenger must have the faith!!!

My friend was married in Europe.
Japanese women have the interest in Europe.
Japanese women who are married in Europe will increase more next year.
I didn't think the male by virtue of Anomalocaris.
I stopped fearing the death than before.

What kind of year was this year for the world?
Unemployed person increased very much throughout the world.
Especially, unemployed person of USA increased very much.
USA and England attacked Iraq for Terrorism.
And world disunited for it.

What kind of year was this year for Japan?
Only big company of Japan rose.
1. The stock of Japan rose by the stock of USA.
2. Restructuring and residence architecture increased.
The Vigor of Japan is being lost.
It was defeated to the election.
40% or more of citizens are abandoning the human right STILL.

What kind of year was this year for you?

The war that shows the power.

12/22/(23/33)

My father, my mother!
The year end of this year became lonely.

My love has died completely.
I disappeared even that searches the sweetheart.
May be others will say "Are you having enjoy?" to me.
I had felt it to my parents.
Others seem to be feeling it to me now.

I very busy with the Iraq war and the election this year.
The action of the USA government was fast.
The action of the Japanese Government dull.

We discussed many case.
The Iraq war. The democracy. The propaganda. The capitalism. The socialism. The dictatorship. Ideology etc.

Everybody becomes obstinate and discussed.
Me too!
But it didn't become the third world war.
The human being wasn't foolish to there.

But the hatred increased with the war after all.
The hatred will continue in 100 years.

Japan made the hatred of Korea and China with the second world war.
Japanese attached a damage very much about it.
Why did Japan do such case?

Japanese also has the damage of the second world war.
Japanese lost many fellows with the atomic bomb.
Japanese lost many fellows with the Okinawa landing of USA.
Japanese also don't forget even those.

War seems to scar all the people.
I saw the video that soldiers of the country who won with the first world war returned home.
They said it.
" We will make the society without the war.
We don't want to do the experience of the war anymore. "

But a part of human being seems to forget the war always.
Therefore the human being is repeating the war always.

My father may be angry probably.
My mother will be crying probably.
My God will be reflecting on probably.
I can't throw this mortification everywhere.
I can become a demon for the fool.
The father said "Quick temper is the action of a foolish person" .
The mother said "Please recall Gandhi" .
The God said "Repetition of the anger only deteriorates the fact" .

A friend says repeatedly to me and continued.
" Relax! Relax!"
First, I couldn't understand the depth of the word.
And I understood the depth of the word recently.
Ha ha ha..
I look back this year and think.
Me misty gushed it.
I very sad that I experienced a meaning indistinct war.

Corruption system is eroding while changing the angle.

12/29/(23/11)

It is 29th today.
I can't take a rest until January 3.
My transaction companies are a job until 31st also.
Small company and private enterpriser can't take a rest.
Poor person doesn't have the free time.

The Japanese of most is taking a rest already.
Here is a village.
Big companies don't exist in the village.

Almost, big companies exist in Tokyo.
The economy of big companies good this year.
Therefore the salary of big companies became high.
The employee of the big companies may be very happy now.

Half of just of the budget in next year is the national bond in Japan.
This national bond became worst the past.
The Government of now pledged that it doesn't increase the national bond.
The Government increased a highest in the past national bond with the budget next year.
I don't know the advanced country which get into the debt for the half of the budget.
Descendant must pay the debt.

But my surroundings bad still.
Why the difference resulted?
Japanese Government gives many transactions to the big companies.
Japanese Government pays many budget to the big companies.
IT, household electric appliances, electricity, gas, bank, architecture, medical treatment, semiconductor, biotechnology etc. .

Koshiba physicist received the Nobel prize.
He was checking the elementary particle.
His research institute had to repair it.
But the Japanese Government doesn't pay the budget of the repair.

The ship that goes to the South Pole observation became old.
First, Japanese Government didn't send the budget of a new ship.
It received the repulsion of the citizens.
Therefore the Japanese Government pays the budget of a new ship reluctantly.

The people who receive the payment for the livelihood protection allowance are increasing.
The unemployed person.
The homeless.
The mother who is not brought up the child with the divorce.
It is sick.
Large injury.
Japanese Government tried to decrease the payment amount.
Local citizens repelled it very much.
Therefore the Japanese Government stopped it reluctantly.

Japanese Government wants to sell digital-camera and carrying telephone, IT relation to the ASEAN.
ASEAN wants to sell the rice and pork and worker to Japan.
Japan will help bigger companies than the agriculture of Japan.
And Japan will help bigger companies than the worker of Japan.
Only the weak citizens have been victims even until now.

I heard joyful information from a friend.
Supermarkets are giving the lunch that remained to the homeless in Fukuoka now.
I hear it and very joyful.
Organization and administration and party give it in France and USA.
But anyone don't give the food to the homeless in Japan.

I felt that Fukuoka is changing.

My penpal! Please read here!

12/30/(00/21)

I tried to send E-mail to my penpals.
Oh! My God!!
I lost the listing of my penpals tonight.
I don't understand why I lost it.
It was the renewal day of my Web today.
Therefore I stayed at long time online.
The Hacker of recently will enter into the drive soon.
The Hacker seems to have the software that enters into the drive soon.

I stopped receiving E-mail with Outlook.
Therefore I stopped suffering the damage of the virus.
I was careful of the renewal of Web.
The renewal of web became at night because I did the cleaning house today.

Therefore I can't send E-mail to penpals.
Please send me E-mail if you read this diary.
I pray that you read this diary.

I pray that the citizens become a good year next year.

12/31/(21/51)

It becomes in 2004 for after 3 hours.
I caught the cold a little.
Many viruses were shaking the violence this year.
They attacked the human being, carp, cow, network etc. .

Many Japanese requested the Influenza prevention vaccine.
The Influenza prevention vaccine of Japan caused the abnormality.
Many people couldn't get the vaccine.
Children and old person can't get the vaccine and be having difficulty.

A part of big hospitals monopolized the vaccine.
They are waiting for the raise of the vaccine.
Citizens got angry very much.
The Government office of the charge is disregarding it.
Because the Government office is adhering with those hospitals.

The vaccine of Japan is pay.
Each hospital and doctor decide the price selfishly and can sell.
Therefore various price exist.
It is 2500yen ($23.58) lowest to 8000yen ($75.47) or more.
This is the price of 1 influenza.

I heard that the vaccine is free in the country of most.
Japanese Government is defending the doctors really.
Japan is very inactive now.
Prices are dropping quickly.
But the doctors are prospering very much.
Why?
Medical treatment price, education price, public price etc. are not dropping.

I felt again the policy of the Japanese Government is malfunctioning.
It was a dark year this year.
I pray that the citizens become a bright year next year.