My walking.

05/02/(23/36)

I walked with friends today.
We walked 20 k.
We walked a promenade.
The promenade very long.
It was a very fashionable promenade.
Walking of Japanese is prevailing very much.
Many promenades of Japan changed very nicely recently.
We climbed a mountain last.

I fall down in a mountain last year and my foot did an injury.
My foot didn't heal for a half year.
I stopped wanting to climb in a mountain.
Therefore I didn't have the plan that climbs in a mountain today.

The mountain was a roadway.
But all cars couldn't enter into the mountain.
Only the bicycle/person can enter into the mountain.
The cars seem to can't enter into the mountain throughout the year.

We walked the roadway of the pavement.
I climbed in a mountain after a long time.
But I didn't feel it as I am climbing in a mountain.
Because I hadn't climbed a roadway.
But there was a mountain certainly.
I was satisfied the mountain sufficiently.

We walked a riverside.
We bought an ice cream halfway.
We sit and ate the ice cream.
It looked like summer already.

We noticed that many fishes are dead for the first time.
It rained yesterday.
The rain wound up the harmful substance that is depositing in the bottom of the river.
Detergent, lead, cadmium Etc. .
Environment of Japan was violent until here.
I very sad it.

We walked a town.
Building of the public office of the town was very big, beautiful.
The way of the town was very beautiful also.
There was the factory of a marine product company.
The company wasn't opening.
We found the paper of the entrance.
Sad contents were written on the paper.
The company was going bankrupt.

We also found the company which went bankrupt.
It was a real estate company.

We found an arcade.
But the arcade was dead already.
Stores were hardly opening.
A person wasn't walking there.
May be there was lively once.
Because it was a good long arcade.

Our conversation ceased a few period.
My heart became gloomy a moment.
The heart of friends also may became gloomy.

My foot was tired very much.
But it was very good 1st today.
I enjoyed 1st after a long time.

The sweetheart of my friend came from Europe.

05/06/(08/37)

My friend goes to Europe soon.
She hasn't returned to Japan.
She gets married to the male of Europe.
Her sweetheart is coming to Japan now.
She introduced the sweetheart to us.
I looked at a foreigner for the first time.
Ha ha ha...
I hadn't looked at a foreigner until now.

I thought that he is a male usually probably.
He was the beautiful male who exceeded my expectation.
Oh! Beautiful!!
He was beautifuler than the actor of a movie.
Other friends thought that also he is beautiful.
We couldn't talk with him properly.
We have rose.
We cheated the space smilingly.

I listen to it to panpal always.
Japanese doesn't answer it even if a foreigner talks.
And Japanese looks at the foreigner and show smilingly merely.

We can't speak English.
I have the friend who can speak English.
But I went out with only the friends that can't speak English.
Why?
Ha ha ha..
Because I abashed if only I can't speak English.

We got excited after a long time.

05/06/(12/10)

I was envious of she very much.
I had such feeling for the first time.
Is this fog on earth?
I also felt impatience.
She was shining very much.
She too dazzling to me!!

He was gazing at her patiently.
A foreigner seems to gaze at a woman stately unlike Japanese.
Does the male who gazes at me someday appear?
Ha ha ha...I don't have self-confidence it.

We part with the couple and drank coffee in a coffee shop.
Yuka said " I also want to meet by chance with such male. ".
Miki said " Nice, he was just like a prince. ".
Yoko said " I may observe his dream this evening. ".
I said " I also want to have his dream. But she may get angry. ".
We laughed while having the abdomen.
Ha ha ha....

I had his dream the preface of the plan.
But she also appeared in the dream.
The dream was her love story with him.
I got excited very much after a long time.

Where is my love?

05/08/(20/21)

I am studying about love.
Why does the person request love?
Why cannot the person live without love?
How be the love of the human being evolving?
What is the love of the human being going to build from this?

I said " Anomalocaris!! Please teach the love of the human being to me! " to Anomalocaris.

Anomalocaris said it.

" The love of the human being was a very deep thing.
It might be the brain of a human being.
It might be the human being itself.

The love was the last conclusion.
The human being must pass many ways until goes to the goal of the love.
The human being touches with many others and must make immunity.
The human being will scar many others.
The human being will be scarred from many others.
The human being will learn oneself by many others.
And the human being must catch oneself.
And the human being must catch a partner.

The human being got happiness really if s/he was together with only one partner eternally.
The challenge to the love of the human being has just started still.
You must study the human being more deeply.
You must study the brain of the human being more deeply.
And you must study the love of the human being more deeply.
You will know yourself by knowing the human being.
The human being will establish the method that brings up love more. "

My courage has appeared while I studying love.
I will know the love of the human being resolutely.
And I will know the whereabout of my love.

Person who clings to the others.

05/12/(20/07)

I was looking at the discussion of the government and the citizens by TV.

The government said " Government is going to help biotechnology" .
University student of biotechnology said.
" Please the government shows a detailed compass.
We need a detailed compass. "

The government said " Government thinks that must help the Smaller business" .
Entrepreneur of the Smaller business said.
" Please the government give a transaction to us.
We need a transaction. "

I hear it and was becoming disappointed.
And I noticed unexpectedly.
I recalled what an entrepreneur was saying.

He came to the company to the reorganization of the company that went bankrupt.
It is NISSAN MOTOR CO., LTD.
He was saying.
" I thought that the society is bad.
But it was different.
Persons of the company didn't have the sense of crisis at all.
They weren't making a compass.
Therefore they didn't understand what they must do now.

I tidied the transaction company.
I dealt with the company that is making an effort.
I discarded the company that isn't making an effort.
And half of companies remained.

I esteemed the profit rate.
As a result, the company was able to tidy many wastes.

The company brings up the employees importantly.
Therefore the employees also bring up the company importantly.
Trust relation is growing up between the company and the employees.
And the company also can be growing up the trust relation of the user."

Activity of the company bad in the world.
The company is moving as lost a compass.
People of the world are moving as also lost a compass.
People became can't make a compass with the hand of oneself.
Why?
People may did luxury for long probably.
Therefore the brain of people seems to have degenerated a moment.
People became to salvation solely through benevolence of Amitabha Buddha.
Therefore people seem to be requesting older protection than a new revolution.

My mother.

05/12/(23/32)

I am trying to recall about my mother after a long time.
My mother will be smiling in Heaven now.
I am imagining the face of the mother now.
I can imagine only the smiling face and sad face of the mother.

The mother was showing only the smiling face to the family always.
But I have seen the sad face of the mother.
It is after the mother quarreled with my father.
The mother hasn't cried before the family absolutely.
Of course, the mother hasn't shown the sad face before the family absolutely.

The mother seems to have wanted to stay with me.
I went out to a grave worship with the mother.
The mother said it to me.
" You are a very gentle child.
I want to buy the things that you want.
But you never coax it even if I say " I buy anything" to you. "

I didn't have the things that wants from at the time of the child.
I don't have the desires at all.
Surrounding people are surprised it.
It is the education of the father probably.
The father disliked the desires and money desire most.

We met my friends when are walking.
I asked " May I go out to play with my friends? " to the mother.
The mother answered " Please enjoy it, ofcourse" .
I saw the face of the mother.
The mother was a very beautiful smiling face.
I went out to play with my friends.

I looked back the back unexpectedly.
I was seen the back of the mother very small.
I was seen the sad face of the mother.
I was lost a moment.
I thought whether or not I will return in the place of the mother.
I was looking at the mother while I stopped there.
The mother was going to walk quickly without noticing me.
I was seeing the back of the mother patiently.

I can't write this over.
Sorry......

Grown-ups who became childish.

05/20/(00/28)

I was listening to a radio while jogging.
I was surprised very much.
2 women and 1 man were speaking about the premium of goods.
It was the card of an animation.
The talk was rising very much.
They were just like young children.
It looked like a very trifling talk.

Level of TV of private is very childish recently in Japan.
Half of Japanese is seeing it.
Old person over 60 years old are poisonous TV especially.
Youngster seems to listen to only music by TV.
The youngster seems to be despising the old person while seeing the old person.

I see only news by TV.
Therefore I am despising trifling TV.
Influence of mass media very fearful.
It may be kind of brainwashing.
Many people seem to have following the brainwashing.
I must avoid receiving the brainwashing.
It is a fearful case!!!

Defense of Japan.

05/20/(19/58)

Japan is paying 78% of the stationing expenses of the U. S. armed forces in Japan.
The U. S. armed forces stationing expense are 600,000,000,000 or more yen ( $5,217,391,304.00).
Japanese calls the cost " Consideration Budget" .
It very higher than the burden of Korea and Germany.
It becomes the calculation that Japan is paying about 10,000,000 yen ( $869,565.22) to every 1 USA soldier every year.
75% of the U. S. armed forces institution area are Okinawa.
Area of Okinawa is only 0.6% in the countries.
Okinawa is the sightseeing resort of the sea most in Japan.
The sea of Okinawa is contaminated.
People of Okinawa have suffered from the burden very much.
The red clay outflow by the ball cartridge exercise is contaminating a bay.
Waste water of the urine processing institution.
Leakage of oil and fat.
It is the harmful substance of PCB and mercury etc. .

And Nuclear weapon of USA has been brought in the U.S. armed forces.
Japan is not possessing the nuclear weapon.
But the Nuclear weapon is existing in Japan.
It is insanity.
Japan is the country that the Nnique weapon fell nuclear.

Japanese of most wishes the removal of the U. S. armed forces of Okinawa.
But other areas don't want to accept the U.S. armed forces of Okinawa.

Japanese was irritated to the correspondence of the Japanese Government by the Iraq war.
Japanese knows that the government is not able to move by the U.S.-Japan Security Treaty.
And Japanese began to review the U.S.-Japan Security Treaty.
Is the U.S.-Japan Security Treaty necessary to us still?
We want to become a real independent state.

Only I life.

05/20/(22/29)

People ask " What kind of male is the type of your liking? " me well.
But I haven't answered it.
Why?
I know that the male doesn't exist in this world.
The male of my ideal very too high!!

I think about the sweetheart in future always.
I can imagine his profile.
His profile may be cool probably.
He is patient.
He never becomes quick-tempered sometimes.
He crosses the foot and will be reading a newspaper.
And he is drinking coffee slowly.
He can judge the situation of the world coolly always.
His penetration is a very high level.
I want to talk about the situation of the world with him always.

I have talked politics, economy, environment with many males.
Quick-tempered male.
Arrogant male.
Ignorant male.
The male who doesn't know the manners to the woman.
The male who differs with my worth.
The male who doesn't listen to my opinion.
The male who stretches spirit.
I haven't felt a comfortable conversation at all until now with the males.
But I have felt a comfortable conversation repeatedly until now with females.
Why?
I seem to be observing the males.
And I need not to observe the females.

I said " Anomalocaris!! Must I continue to go after the ideal? " to Anomalocaris.

Anomalocaris said it.

" You got the ideal.
Many persons can't get the ideal.

You don't give up the ideal.
Many persons give up the ideal.
Because many persons want to escape from solitude.
Therefore many persons accept the compromise.
You will give up the ideal probably if become can't bear alone.
It is the conflict with yourself.

Creatures must fight with many enemies.
The human being had the ability that thinks oneself.
And the human being knew that oneself is most troublesome.
The human being can't escape from the conflict as long as s/he is alive.

You can discard the ideal soon.
It is only yourself to decide it.
Creatures die someday.
You also die someday.
Your life is until there. "

I part last with my friend.

05/27/(00/00)

I went to the last greeting to the friend who settles down in Europe.
Sure! Europe far.
Her heart looked like complexity very much.
She was homesick before going.
Her sweetheart seemed to be worrying about her very much.

I saw her sexy profile for the first time.
I had not seen such face until now.
My heart throbbed.
I became the such feeling that saw the one that I mustn't see.

Ohhh.... She was the woman who I don't know already.
I felt what she gave to distantly already.
And my heart has also become complicated....

Trip of wonderful love.

05/27/(00/22)

I seemed to be seeing a movie.
She was a complete grown-up.
She most beautiful in the world.
May be she will not be noticing it.
Her sweetheart seemed to be a very happy face with her side.
Her sweetheart was looking at her long time.

She did the trip of Japan with him.
It may was the highest trip to her probably.
What kind of trip be it?
Ha ha ha... I am interested it very much.

Do I have the dream tonight?
Wow!!
I may be can have a wonderful dream probably^^

Poor daughter who became a snake.

05/27/(21/32)

I had a dream.
A poor daughter lived in a very small village.
She was 21 years old.
She was yearning for the prince of the country.
She was looking at the prince from distantly always.
The prince was very handsome.

Certain day, she said " I want to meet the prince a glance" to God.
God said " You change to a snake after you met the prince. Is it good none the less? " to her.
She said " Yes, It is good if I can meet the prince " to God.
God said " You become a witch" to her.

She became a witch.
Surrounding people were surprised at her magic.
The rumor spread even to the Palace of the country.
The Palace invited her.

She made a carriage with magic.
She went to the Palace.
It was the party of a Palace.
She met the prince for the first time.
She showed various magic in the Palace.
She gazed at the prince.
The prince noticed her eyes soon.

The prince said " Could you dance with me? " to her.
She said " Sorry I can't dance" to the prince.
The prince said " I lead it well. Therefore you can dance well" to her.

Right hand of the prince caught the left hand to her.
Current flowed to her body from the left hand.
Her heart throbbed to highest.

She was able to dance with the prince because the lead of the prince was highest.
She was gazing at the face of the prince long time.
The prince looked the back of her eyes.
Her eyes were very clean.
The prince hadn't seen the eyes of such cleanliness.
The prince had become favorite her gradually.

They forget time and danced.
The party of the Palace ended.
The prince said " I want to meet you once again. Could you meet? " to her.
Tears flowed from her eyes.
She said " Sorry I can't meet you once again" to the prince.

She gets on the carriage and the carriage ran.
The prince gets on a horse and went after her carriage.
Her body began to work.
She gets off the carriage and ran.
The prince gets off the horse also and ran.

She became can't run.
She fainted.
Her foot began to combine.
The prince tried to have her.

She said it to the prince.
" Please don't look at me.
I change to a snake soon.
I requested " I can meet you" to God.
I must become a snake after I met you.
Please put me and leave. "

The prince said " No, I help you because I began to love you" to her.
The prince tried to touch her.
She said " Please do not touch me!Please leave soon!! " while pouring full the tears.
----
I got up from the dream involuntarily.
I cried full.

I approached death at night.

05/30/(00/11)

I am catching a cold from yesterday.
I very painful yesterday.
I thought about death because I was learning about death now.

How does it become if I die as it is now?
When is my corpse found?
Who grieve over my death?
Who did I want to meet before dying?

I thought variety immediately before death.
My heart has settled gradually while thinking.
My consciousness ends there if I die.
I don't think about after died.
The death might be such thing.
I didn't think anything about while being alive.
I felt was as able to touch death only a little.
Study of death will be useful very much for me.