2003/04 .

Mirror that has got distorted.

04/01/(12/07)

Politicians of Japan became foolish.
The rulers of the world also became foolish.
Anomalocaris!!
Why can such persons stay at such position?

Japanese knew the answer already.
People of the world knew the answer by the war already.
The child may be also can answer it probably.

But only part of persons who cann't answer it exist.
It is the persons who are staying under the lighthouse.
Surrounding people think oddly.

Anomalocaris said it.
" A child of the rich existed.
Surrounding grown-ups treated the child very importantly.
The child comes to disparage grown-ups from the young time.
Parents give many money to the child for the change of love because are busy.
The child learns only the wisdom that does complete armaments with money.
The child comes to believe money than the parents.
But heart of the child comes to be drying for love always.
The child becomes a grown-up as it is.
The human being is just as the child even if becomes a grown-up.

Human being is poured in easy direction. Vision of the human being is seeing the surroundings continually.
Oneself cann't see it if s/he doesn't see a mirror.

How is oneself seen if the mirror is distorted?
Oneself will be seen beautifully if oneself is distorted.
Beautiful human being doesn't have the mirror.
Namely, only the human being who was distorted has the mirror. "

I asked " Why the human being who was distorted has the mirror that was distorted? ".
Anomalocaris said "Because it is a mirror" .

I asked " Cann't the person who was distorted have a beautiful mirror once again? ".
Anomalocaris said it.
" It is ok while the human being has curiosity.
But it is an end if the human being stops having curiosity. "

Are you polishing your mirror beautifully always?
Aren't yyou polishing only the appearance?



Ship of Japan sets really.

04/01/(19/04)

Possession company of the apartment which I live came here today.
Previous Control company seems to have become missing yesterday.
Wow!! I was surprised very much.
The Control company seems to have gone bankrupt.
My heart was likely to jump out.
Wow!! The control company also went bankrupt.
The Possession company was together with the employee of a new Control company.
My rent was to drop automatic.
I must stop it.
Because the Previous Control company receives the money.
The Possession company cann't receive the money.
Therefore the Possession company has been upset.

I felt that Economy of Japan is falling while attaching an acceleration suddenly.
I thought seriously that the government of Japan failed.
Japan is likely to fall more from this.

Don't worry!! I may be can stay here until January of next year.



Desperate resistance.

04/03/(16/07)

Many earth-persons are going to die by the War.
This mortification painful.
People cann't resist the big military power.
How be the heart of the people changing now?
Be my heart fading?

I see the photo and thought.
I seem to must stir up myself from now once again.




Japan after the defeat.

04/08/(16/37)

It began to be seen many case by the Iraq war.
Japan might be the colony of USA even now.

Japanese Government was about to take the freedom of speech.
But Japanese opposition party and mass media were resisting it desperately.
Therefore the government couldn't do the control of speech until the war.
citizens knew finally why the government was hastening the control of speech.
It was saved because Japanese didn't have to see TV like USA.

The ruling party of Japan have been seen to the employee of USA.
USA may be liking the ruling party.
The bureaucracy of Japan was the robot of USA also.

Because they didn't work for the Japanese citizens.
Structure of the colony control of USA and UK were same always.
Ruler gives the privilege to a part of people.
Property, right, guarantee etc. .

Japanese seems to have learned many case by the war.
Be Japanese the pierrot who was excited to USA?
Was not Japan an independent country?

The citizens of Japan did not become rich after the war.
The citizens came up to here without knowing the answer.
USA was taking the wealth of the citizens.
Japanese was the slave of USA even now.
Yes, USA was taming Japan until now well.

When can Japan become independent?
Japanese cann't get independence if Japanese doesn't stand.

Japanese never forgets the defeat of the Second World War.
Japanese never forgets the people who died by the war.
Okinawa landing, atomic bomb, Tokyo air raid etc. .
I also don't forget it of course!!



Soul of the human being.

04/08/(18/38)

I feel the life of the human being vainly again.
I distressed instantaneously.
Ah! I don't want to think anything anymore.

I felt none of the human being incredibly.
Do I escape from the question?
I want to escape from the none.
But I cann't escape it.
Because I want to be a human being.
I want to pride in the evolution of the human being.

Great human beings in the past have evolved.
Great seniors continued the challenge resolutely.
Great seniors say.

Never give up it!



Journalists who are defending democracy.

04/09/(16/45)

I saw the screen that journalists were killed in a Palestine Hotel by TV yesterday.
Two journalists were fainting.
Two bodies were facing under.
Everybody was panic condition.
A woman was crying out aloud.
Enormous blood of two journalists were remaining there.
Two journalists were a big injury.
A woman was fainting.
Shoulder of the woman was staining with blood.
A cushion was holding down the face of a man.
May be the face of the male did an injury.

USA attacked the Reuters Communication.
A pressman died.
A Spain cameraman who was staying at the room of the under also died.
Room of the neighbour was Japan.
They were saved because they weren't staying at the room accidental.

The Japanese said.
" I am prepared for dies and I am staying here.
I was together for long with them.
I am mortifying when I think about them. "

I thought to pride in the journalists.
They are working with the faith of oneself.
I didn't think that the job of the journalist is great as this.
I show the respect to the job of the journalist.
They are supporting democracy.



Beautiful heart.

04/14/(23/47)

What be I doing?
I continue the condition of apathy.
I seem to be swimming in the universe now.
Here is pitch-dark.
Many small Stars are shining to distantly.
I am looking at the Stars sadly.

I said it to Anomalocaris.
" Anomalocaris!! I want to talk with the Stars.
Please take me to the place of the Stars."

Anomalocaris said it.
" The Stars are waiting for that you come.
I cann't take you to the place of the Stars.
You must be going to walk to the place of stars with only yourself.
You cann't approach the Stars if your heart is getting dirty.
Only creature of beautiful heart can approach the Stars.

You are feeling pain.
You are worrying.
You are searching an answer.
But you must defend your heart.
Once dirty heart cann't return it readily.
Full blood is remaining to the hand of the person that killed a person.

It is the same as the hand of a murder person.
Murder person cann't put out the blood readily.
Hand of the murder person cann't return it readily.

You must not soil your heart.
And the Stars are leading to your beautiful heart always.
Your beautiful heart can feel it always. "



Healthy heart.

04/20/(00/23)

The persons of an unfeeling increased recently.
They are losing curiosity already.
They don't have an interest in the others already.
Therefore I become very lonely when I talk with them.
Their reaction not very much dull.
They be seen just like an old person.
I haven't felt it until now.

I said " Why such persons began to increase suddenly? " to Anomalocaris.

Anomalocaris said it.
" Many persons may be feeling the era from this probably.
Future of many persons may be dark probably.
Heart of many persons are losing richness now.
A person can be living in the condition of healthy heart.
A person will become cann't be living someday if the heart of a person becomes poor health.
A war changes the heart of a person.
A unreason changes the heart of a person.
A contradiction changes the heart of a person.

A person is standing on the balance always.
A person must not be defeated to the power.
But a person must receive the power firmly.
And a person must not disregard the power.
But a person will be crushed if doesn't have the healthy heart that receives the power."



Recollection of the parent and child.

04/22/(12/27)

I was listening to a radio while jogging today.
I was listening to the story of the girl of a refugee.

She was 12 years old.
Her father died by a war.
She tried to cross the border with her mother.
They loitered the surroundings of the border for 1 year.

The mother was prepared for visits that parts with the daughter someday.
The mother hoped that the daughter lives strongly.
Therefore the mother gave recollection to the daughter.

The mother sees the favorite flower of the mother and said it.
" This is my best favorite flower.
I will recall you if see this flower.
Please you recall me if see this flower.
We are together eternally even if become separate actually.
Please live strongly if you see this flower!
Please have a courage if you see this flower!
I am together with you always. "

And she has gotten astray with the mother after all.
She waited for the return of the mother with a refugee camp.
She sees the favorite flower of the mother every day and talked with the mother.
She was feeling the death of the mother in the corner of heart.
She denied the feeling necessitously.
She never cried before the others.

Half year later, she knew that the mother died.
But she was able to live strongly.
Because she received an irreplaceable present from the mother.
She sees the favorite flower of the mother always and persisted.
The mother encouraged her from Heaven always.

I have cried while listening to this story.
I very painful because was jogging.
Ha ha ha....I jogged while crying.
I acted it necessitously for surrounding persons don't notice.

I cried after a long time.



Stocks of USA.

04/28/(00/26)

Stocks analysts of USA say that the economy of USA becomes good without fail.
Stocks analysts of Japan say that the economy of USA becomes bad without fail.
It differs largely.

Only Stocks of USA is going up now.
I feel that it resembles in the stocks of previous USA very much.
Accounts processing of a lie prevailed for the Stocks at the time.
And the government of USA of now blamed the accounts processing of the lie very much.

Ha ha ha...
I feel it comically!!
It looks like the reckless driving of a child.

It is quite similar with the bubble of Japan.
Japanese experienced the rise of the bubble already.
Japanese said that the rise of the bubble ends someday always.
But Japanese didn't think seriously that the rise of the bubble ends.
And Japanese experienced the time when the rise of the bubble ends.
It came an each a little very slowly.

Japanese knows it already.



Persons who made the bubble.

04/29/(13/27)

I saw the high economic growth in Japan.
All the Japanese were a smiling face.
All the new businesses succeeded.
Everybody thought that plentiful consumption is a virtue.
Therefore everybody discarded plentiful dust.

I saw the last bubble.
Many Japanese found the method that makes a profit easily.

First, it was stocks.
Stocks of the telephone company ( NTT) that government discharged rose suddenly.
Therefore many citizens bought the stocks.
But the citizens of most couldn't buy the stocks already.
They bought many stocks randomly.

They resold a land with the money that profited.
Government discharged the center land of Tokyo.
Many merchant rivaled for buy the land.
The land had become expensive quickly.
They profited one hundred million yen($833,333.33) if resold only 1 land.

They bought high-class things with the money that profited.
They went many luxurious trips abroad.
The land of Japan attached a most high price soon.
Therefore they bought the land of USA.
And they bought the famous picture of the world.

They stopped that produces.
They were intoxicated the luxuriously.
Recently, unemployment didn't exist in Japan.
Homeless didn't exist also.

Part of rumor existed.
It is that the bubble bursts.
Recently, I don't know the person who is worrying about future.
The person who is worrying about future was none!!

And the bubble burst really.

The Companies that were stopping production went bankrupt quickly.
Only the companies that didn't invest to the land and stocks survived.

But many banks and general contractor were investing to the land and stocks.
Ruling party had to help the banks and general contractor.
Ruling party is inconvenient very much if the banks and general contractor go bankrupt.
Ruling party pushed against the debt of the banks and general contractor to the citizens.
The citizens gentle very much.
Why are the citizens gentle?
The citizens are processing the debt of the banks and general contractor still.