2003/02 .

I send deep mourning .

02/03/(22/37)

Space shuttle could not will come back .
People of the world grieved over the death of astronauts .
And people of the world extolled it to brave action .
They are opening up the universe .
People of the world are yearning for them .
Children of the world will leave in the universe someday .

I will can not leave in the universe .
But I can travel in the universe in my dream always .
They teach many new discovery to us .
Therefore we can know many case .

The human being became able to go to the universe .
But only USA and Russia have the technology .
They are guiding future now .
How does it become if they stop development ?
How do we become if the human being stops reclamation ?
Countries of the world must support the USA and Russia .

We are the earth person purely .
The excellent children in the world will make an effort for become an astronaut even from this .
The astronauts have the dream in the world and will continue the trip for new discovery even from this .

Let's thank for their courage !



The male of our liking .

02/03/(23/41)

My friend said .
" I like a brave male .
I like a manly male .
I like a respectful male .
I like a patient male .
I like an excellent male .
I like a handsome male .
I like the male who can view future ."

I also had the same worth as the friend entirely .
I said it to the friend .

Liking of the women is as it is same .

I saw it by the news of TV .
The male of a foreigner loved each other with a woman in Japan .
He was the instructor of English .
She was his student .
But he was married to the women of other Japanese already .
He hid the marriage .
She knows truth and got angry .
She did not know all his characters .
She hardly knew his worth .
Such the girls of Japanese are increasing now .
And the event seems to be increasing in Japan now .

The males of Japanese are envying such foreigners now .
Japanese still seems to have the yearning to the white person .

Divorce is increasing usual still .
But contents of divorce have changed .
Before , it was character without fitting .
Now , they became can not live with unemployment .

Inactive shadow is dropping even to divorce .



The weak Japanese Government .

02/06/(16/54)

May be Intention of Japanese will not be reported to TV of the world .
Government of Japan seems to be managing usual the information of Japan that is reported to TV of the world .
Bureaucracy and politician of Japan are trying cling to a strong person always .
They don't have the will of oneself .
Their calculation very despicable .
Government of Japan will go to the opposite direction of the intention of the nations .
Diplomacy of Japan is usual lowest .

Many Japanese seem to be opposing the Iraq war very much .
80% of Japanese are opposing the Iraq war .
60% of Japanese oppose the war even if the United Nations determines the Iraq war .
Japanese dislikes a war really .

One country is trying pushes in it with power .
One country is trying defend the castle of oneself .

Weak person clings to the strong country .
Weak person says to the bad country only complaint .
The weak person has a power in the country of oneself .
The weak person is very rich in the country of oneself .
The weak person is haughty very much in the country of oneself .
The weak person despicable .

Justice person can resist the strong country until the last .
Justice person can open up the bad country .
Many people will approve the justice person .

God is seeing it now .
And God said it .
" It is only the human being to can give peace to the world .
Darkness also will wrap the 21st century if the human being cann't avoid the war ."



Children in future will save the world .

02/10/(18/46)

World is fighting .
People are fighting .
I am also fighting .

People are fighting for peace .
People are fighting for defend the environment of the earth .
People are fighting for the future of the human being .

Society of Japan has entrusted the control of Children only to the parents until now .
The Society looked like the robot that does not have heart .
And heart of Children had lost gentleness .
The Children became to the robot .

The Children were gazing at the grown-ups who go after only money patiently .
And the Children misunderstood that money is the proof of success .
The Children were gazing at the grown-ups who concern to the desire of the substance patiently .
And the Children despised a poor person , an old person , a handicapped person .

Whole society is trying to defend all the children also in Japan now .
I pray that the heart of children becomes gentle gradually .
And the Children of gentle heart will change the world largely .

The whisper of a/the devil. One hand of God

The whisper of Devil and one hand of God .

02/11/(10/12)

Devil whispered " I go to the war for peace ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
" The War for peace does not exist ."

Devil whispered " I ruin the countries of the threat for defend the nations of your country ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
" The action will threaten the safety of the nations ."

Devil whispered "I will give wealth to you ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
" Human being can not buy real love by wealth ."

Devil whispered "I give the security of safety to you ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
" Human being must defend safety personally ."

Devil whispered " I can hold great power ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
" The power changes by the era ."

Devil whispered " I am supporting democracy most ." to the human being .
And God said one word .
"Democracy doesn't grow up in the country that controls the freedom of speech by the media ."



I spent depressing 1st .

02/15/(00/06)

A person can give a present to the person who likes in the world .
A woman was giving chocolate to a male until last year in Japan .
Japanese knew that a male presents to a woman in the world already .
Many males presented it to the woman who like also in Japan this year .

My friends also received a present .
Hiromi of my friend received a pierced earring from a male .
Katuko of my friend received a dress from a male .
And she also received flowers from many males .
Yuuko of my friend received a ring from a male .
Miki of my friend received a perfume from a male .
They have the male who thinks her seriously already !!
I was envious of they very much .

Ha ha ha ...
I also wanted a present .
But I didn't receive even 1 present .
I dislike Valentine .
I have dropped .....
Ah ! I was very poor !
I don't have the male who thinks me seriously still .

Cold wind is passing my heart now .



I began to feel the thirst of my heart .

02/15/(17/49)

My heart got thirsty .
Therefore I must give water to my heart .

I want my Sweetheart now very much .
It is becoming warm from this .
It becomes the mating season of animals .
The human beings become love season also .

The Pegasus that diverts my heart is not anymore .
I want the Sweetheart that diverts my heart now .
I am thinking how I search it now .



Big antiwar movement .

02/16/(13/56)

Demonstration of the Antiwar was implemented in the 60 country of world today .
Over 10,000,000 people participated it .
The Antiwar movement is highest in the past .

9 Japanese went to Iraq today .
They went to avoid the war .
They become the shield of a human being .
I saw their trips with TV .
I felt they very dazzlingly .

Nations of Japan say " Japanese Government must take the attitude like Germany " .
But Japanese Government is facing opposition .
Ha ha ha ...
Government of USA seems to have drawn out the soul of the Japanese Government .



I recovered by a poem.

02/18/(22/29)

I have come to be able to imagine my sweetheart again.
Why?

I have sat down on a maze always.
My ears hole were occupied.
And my ears didn't want to hear love word already.
Therefore my ear became cann't hear love word.
My heart closed because I gave up that I find my love.
Therefore my heart stopped cann't write love word.

I escaped from love word because my brain is irritated.

And I saw a poem.
I read the poem by chance.
But the poem seems to have been remaining to my mind clearness.
I remember the poem dimly.
" You are a mountain.
I climb in your mountain."

I felt a good poem to me for the first time.

I read the poem and my heart became hot.
And I became want to write love poem also.

My sweetheart may be grieving over probably.
Because I stopped my sweetheart searching completely.
I was thinking only myself.
I didn't think about my sweetheart.
The sweetheart will be waiting for that I find my sweetheart someday probably.
Therefore I will continue the effort that searches mye sweetheart once again.
I believe that can meet my sweetheart someday.
Where are you now?

The male who becomes the sweetheart will have to wait patiently.

The poem gave power to me.
I thank for the poem.



She knew love by his death.

02/22/(23/58)

A woman was wandering while searching an eternal sweetheart.
Once, the male who was favorite her existed.
He rendered it for her desperately.
She also liked he.
He experienced divorce already.
She worried about his divorce very much.
She recalled the wife that she sees him.
Therefore she was irritated when she sees him.
Therefore she did not accept him.
And she loved freedom.
He was a nice friend to her.

He could not monopolize her.
Therefore he could not propose to her.

A certain day, she heard about the wife from his friend.
I heard that he meets with the wife after 1 week.
He did not tell about the wife to her even one word.
She blushed before his friend.
She could not be staying before his friend.
She left while doing as she escapes.

She did not meet him once again then.
He called her every day.
He went to her apartment every day.
But she never met him.

He asked the reason that she does not meet him.
But she never said the reason.
He went after her persistently none the less.

A certain day, she was moving.
She understood to be falling into darkness.
She didn't return in his place once again none the less.

He searched her with every means.
She was hearing that he is searching her hard from friends.

A certain day, her friend showed her phone number to him.
It had passed for 8 months 1 year.

He called her.
She was surprised at his telephone.
He said it to her.
" I love you.
Please get married to me.
I became sick after you part my place.
I cann't live long already.
Please have returned in my place.
I want to leave a property for you. "

She didn't believe his word.
He said that he is going to meet her after 2 year.
He called her for a half year.
A certain day, his telephone stopped.
It had passed for 6 months 1 year.

She called him.
She did the telephone of refusal to him.
His telephone was suspended.

She felt a disagreeable premonition.
She called his friend.
She heard that he died before 6 months 1 year.

Her body froze coldly.
She sat down there.
And tears overflowed from her eyes.
She regretted that moment very much.
She thought that he wanted to meet her once again probably.
She should have met him once again last.
Why did not she meet him once again?
It was her dull stubborn.
And she blamed herself.

Big hole became vacant to her heart.



Was he able to know the one's real intention of the mother?

02/24/(00/17)

A man was wandering while searching an eternal sweetheart.

His father was very rich.
His father got married to the mother when is 45 year-old.
His mother was 21 years old that moment.
His mother was a very beautiful and very gentle woman.

The mother did not have a friend.
The father did not permit that the mother has a friend.

A certain day, he returned in the house from the school.
He looked at the place where the mother is crying by chance.
He hadn't seen the tears of the mother until it.
He observed mother then.

A certain day, the mother went out.
The mother met a woman.
She was flirting with the father.
She recommended the divorce of the father to the mother.
The mother was speechless merely.

A certain day, the mother was quarrelling about it with the father.
And the father beat the mother.
The mother left while running there.
The mother went in a bar for the first time.
The mother is drinking alcohol in the bar and got acquainted with a male.
The mother flirted with the male for the first time.

A certain day, the mother faded away suddenly.
The father searched long time.
The father cann't meet again the mother and had died.
He also didn't meet once again with the mother sometimes.

His liking was the woman like the mother.
He met the woman like the mother after all.
She was the child of the rich also.
She modest before him always.
He got engaged with her soon.
He presented full it to her.
She demanded an expensive thing from him quickly.
She was very showy.
He has come to understand her one's real intention gradually.
And he got tired her.

He found a new sweetheart.
She was the child of the rich a little.
He didn't present it to her at all.
He didn't get married to her readily.
She tells a lie and made his child.
She ordered the marriage with him to her parents.
Her parents accompany a lawyer and demanded marriage from him.
He paid compensation to her.

He found a new sweetheart.
She was the child of a common people.
She was not beautiful as it.
She didn't demand anything from him.
She borrowed money from his friends.
She did stopping their mouth.
She did gambling.
His friend reported to him after all.
He repays all her debts and parted with her.

He found a new sweetheart.
She was the child of a poor person.
She felt pity for his background.
She said " He discards all the money" to him.
But he couldn't discard money.
He feared that becomes poor.
Because he was the captive of money already.
She faded away from his front suddenly.



World doesn't become peaceful with a war.

02/25/(10/30)

Justice changes by the country.

The person who caused a war becomes a hero in the country.
But the hero becomes a criminal in other countries.
The person who stopped a war becomes a hero in the country.
But the hero becomes a criminal in other countries.

Ha ha ha ....
Doesn't the common rule exist in this world?
What is the crime of the world?

The answer is easy!!
Biggest crime is the murder.
We are the same earth-person.
Top and under doesn't exist in the earth-person.
All the earth-person have the same right and duty.

It is asked how we can bloom the 21st century.

What is born with a war?
Descendants must shoulder eternal hatred long time with a war.
Descendants of Japanese are shouldering the eternal hatred by a war long time even now.
Japanese knows it.
The people of USA are also shouldering the eternal hatred by a war long time.
Do the people of USA know it?
May be part of persons seem to know it.

I recall a nude King.
The King thinks that King is great and everybody is respecting.
Everybody was respecting the King when the King isn't arrogant.
And Nations have clung to the King so much.
Therefore the King changed.
Only the persons who flatter king stayed around king already.
The King had lost sight of himself.

We mustn't open the curtain with the war absolutely.
We must seal the war tough elements.

War is the murderous weapon of the world.