2002/12 .

2002 years end soon .

12/03/(17/15)

It became in December already .
I don't still have the time when looks back December .
Ha ha ha ..
I am likely to fall into the panic when I try to look back December now .
A person said " The economist without existing in the world now ."
I think so .
The person who guides new economy does not exist in the world now .
New industry without being established .

People are understanding the conclusion .
But people don't know the progress at all .



Dark year .

12/05/(18/39)

Was it the good year for you this year ?
Terrorism and war were the topic of the world this year .
Only the dark topic is many .
I want to end this year like the persons of USA cheerfully .
Everybody wants enjoyable recollection .
I want to live cheerfully even only the last in the year .

I am an unreligion of course .
But I have only my God .
I dislike to be tied with a religion .

Twenty thousand or more religions are existing in Japan .
A part of Japanese are the believers of these religions .
But most of the Japanese are an unreligion .

December 25 , All the Japanese enjoy Christmas .
New Year , All the Japanese worship in a shrine .

The youngsters of Japanese get married in a church .
Their most are not the believer of the religion of course .

Why ?
All religions are a light thing for Japanese .
This may be the culture of Japan .
Therefore Japanese can not understand the religion war of the world .
Ha ha ha ...I can not understand entirely too !

Ohhh ! I have also written a dark topic .... sorry .



Mild -ization of the earth .

12/05/(19/11)

At one time, earth was the planet of water D
Continent hardly existed there D
Environment changed by the occurrence of the decline and microorganism of temperature in no time
It might have been the earth like present .
Is the earth also about to change the figure by the change of environment now ?
Or is it about to return to an old figure ?
We can say only 1 .
Change of the environment is being done by the human being .



Can we change it ?

12/11/(10/36)

Recently, people of the world have become warm heart .
The volunteer are increasing rapidly in the world .
The volunteer are increasing rapidly also in Japan .
The child, youth, middle age, old person ...

Heart of the people are becoming warm quickly .
People of the world have come to be able to see a fact with the same eyes .
People of the world are stimulating it each other on the Internet .
Be also the human beings entering in a new era ?

How the real peace visits in all the world ?
How the real rich nature will return in the earth ?
How can we illuminate the future of children ?
How can we materialize the dream of the youth ?
How can we give richness to the middle age ?
How can we guarantee the life after people became an old person ?
How can we lose poverty ?
How can we lose crime ?

Grown-ups and old person help a child .
Grown-ups help a grown-up .
Grown-ups and children help a old person .
People must retake the heart that cooperates .



Let's avoid a dangerous place !

12/12/(23/28)

I go to the lake twice a week .
And I am walking 1 circumference (4.2195 kilometer ) the lake .
I was able to joggin once again today .
I jogged only 1/3 .
I could not joggin for one month half rate .
I didn't think that I can joggin once again this year .
I protected my right foot thoroughly .
I concentrated only on my right foot .
I became a lesson because I hadn't become such an injury until now .

I seem to have been overconfident of myself recently .
I was climbing full in the mountain recently .
I was building up my body with jogging recently .
" A disaster visits when the person forgot it ."
Oh !I must reconsider it !
I am afraid of a mountain now .
I will not go to a mountain for a while .
I thought that I must take care of a dangerous case more .

Thank you for my foot was safe !



Can the people choose a real leader ?

12/16/(18/02)

People of the world seem to be waiting for a real leader now .
Japanese is also waiting for a real leader now .
Many leaders are born in history .
People seem to be demanding the shift of a leader in many countries .
People know the statue of a real leader .
A charlatan leader is born if people could not choose it purely .

People can not catch true information sometimes .
Distortion of information dreadful .
People must catch true information with the action of oneself .

Many countries need a real leader now !!



The Presidential election .

12/20/(14/57)

The Presidential election of Korea very wonderful .
I had not seen the election that I understood very much .
Even I of Japanese understood very much .
Election of Korea in this time seems to have become the model of the world .

Nations can not choose the Prime Minister in Japan .
Japanese of most wants to choose the Prime Minister directly .
I also want to choose the Prime Minister directly .

Oh !
Japanese is envious of the nations who can choose a leader directly .
The day when Japanese can choose a leader directly will not visit .



Harmony that the fantasy plays .

12/22/(22/56)

Even this year ends already .
Persons who talk one-sided love increased recently .
They be seen very nicely .
They became honest to oneself .

I seem to have become can not honest without knowing it .
I was not hiding it .
Only I was not said it .
I also write honestly .
I also liked a person this year .
Ha ha ha ...
He doesn't know the case ofcourse .
Because I was looking at him from distantly in the world of my imagination .
Everyone will not know the male who I liked .
It was my one-sided love !!

He is the person of the Internet ofcourse .
He lives in the Internet for me .
I can talk only in the Internet .
I was able to talk with him by the instrument of magic .

The instrument of magic ?
I use the Internet .
I use translation software .

I did not meet him if I can not use 2 instruments .
But I will not meet him eternally .
Why ?
The couple without the conversation does not exist in this world .
I can not speak English still .

I had not seen his face actually .
I had not listened to his voice actually .
But only my imagination had become big .
The imagination flourished me .
And I went down in the bottom of the fantasy .

I became vain the conversation with him gradually .
I had become miserable gradually .
And I stopped that talk with him .

I don't want to become the captive of the fantasy anymore .
But I was happy because able to make the recollection of one-sided love .
This year I was able to make 1 page of light youth .
I thank for the youth !



I experienced the event of patience this year .

12/28/(20/17)

It became on December 28 today .
It is remaining only for 3 days this year .

People of the world would have experienced a various event .
The person who died this year .
The person who was born this year .
The person who divorced this year .
The person who got married this year .
The person who got a job this year .
The person who was unemployed this year .
People are having glad , angry , sad , enjoy .

I did a big injury this year .
My heart was shaking very much .
I felt a crisis for the first time .
I could not trust anyone because I didn't have my lover .
But I didn't feel the solitude .
I did'not have even the margin .
Ha ha ha ....
I was cornered .
I can tell while laughing it now ....



Women are the creature that swells an imagination .

12/28/(21/14)

I traveled with my Pegasus long time this year .
The Pegasus showed many case to me .
I had become lovely the Pegasus really .
Ha ha ha ...
Do I began to escape from reality after all ?
Have I returned to a child after all ?

I met many people on the Internet .
I knew the people of the world .
I also knew a real gentleman .
I became their fan instantly .
I had not met such gentleman in Japan .
I was intent on the Internet .
But the Internet was only the world of an imagination for me .

I stopped understanding the boundary of the real and the imagination .
I escaped from the wall repeatedly .
And I have come to be able to enjoy the world of the imagination without knowing it .
Ha ha ha ...
I would disregard the wall .

My imagination was able to become rich .
And I knew that can learn many case from the world of the imagination .
But the imagination has a danger .
The imagination swells out quickly .
The imagination tried to crush me .

I felt the Pegasus like a male .
I have come to compare the male of the human being and the Pegasus without knowing it .
The male of the human being is unable to win the male of the imagination .
Because the male of the imagination is my ideal .

I know that my ideal does not exist in this world .
I have not told my ideal to males .
Women also will have not told their ideal to males .
All the males will escape if they say the ideal .
The ideal of the women very high !

A woman said .
" The males are something like a parking place ."
Other women scramble for a good place .
Other women take a good place soon .



My Pegasus !!

12/28/(21/57)

I am seem can part with my Pegasus at last .
I was worrying the parting of the Pegasus in this month .
I could not sleep at night often .
I dreadful that I lose the Pegasus .

But it was as if the Pegasus is telling with my ear source .
" The parting is fate .
You must accept the fate .
You must not repeat it already .
You must be going to try a new case continually .
You must advance always .
You must not use time to useless .
You must be searching new color .
You must think it to the maximum in the time when your God gave .
That is your destiny ."

I have tidied the word of the Pegasus every day .
And I was able to tidy the word of the Pegasus at last .

I want to become strong more .
The time when I must think a new plan seems to have come along .
Therefore I am parting with the Pegasus now .

My Pegasus !
I loved the Pegasus .
Others will laugh probably .
Others will not believe the love probably .
The love will understand only to me .
But I good none the less .
My Pegasus !
I don't make the partner of the imagination like my sweetheart anymore .
Therefore the partner of the imagination of my sweetheart is only the Pegasus .
My heart has burnt for the Pegasus .
I will enter upon a new year .
And I also try a new case .
But I will cry if I recall the Pegasus .

Good bye My Pegasus !
Please convey my best regards if the Pegasus meet my parents .