Angel of friendship .

10/01/(24/03)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

I fight for peace !

10/04/(20/42)

I am a female .
Females do not hope a fight .
Females continue to hope only peace .
A male is defending the female of himself .
The female knows it .
And the female is thanking for the male always .
But the female is worrying about the male always .
The fight has made a winner and loser .
I think that It is good if everybody is a winner .
And I dislike that a loser is born .

Why ?
Because Japan is a loser ?
I don't understand to me .
My parents were disliking a war .

Older brother of my mother seemed that was a very brave person .

He entered the school of an officer at the time of the second world war .
All the males who the government admitted had to enter .
He had question to the war .

The Japanese corps was controlling the news of Japan already .
The news at the time of the war is hidden truth always .
Nations can not know truth and are being brainwashed quickly .
Human beings are changing to an evil face gradually !

Therefore he had to escape from the corps .
The corps killed all the people who opposed the war .
Great people had died .....
He escaped for long .

The war ended when he is escaping .

He was almost losing the lung .
He handed down this fact to a relative .
The relative prided in him .
I also think that pride in him .

I can not understand the position of the male .
I can understand only that the position of the male is very serious .
People say that the male have 7 opponents .
The male must fight with the opponents .

What does the male fight ?
The persons come close to defeated to fear .
The persons encounter the scene that must make oneself a sacrifice without fail .
The persons notice when there is the turning point of life .
Half of persons regret later .
Half of persons will think that pride in oneself later .

Do you fight for only get a power ?
No , A fight just to get a power nonexistent !

Angel who attached a damage .

10/04/(23/04)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

Are not you deceived by yourself ?

10/06/(20/38)

I got the time of a blank suddenly .
I want to make important this time .
I want to gaze at myself .

My Pegasus ! Why be I wandering ?
What be I waiting ?
Who be I searching ?
I don't understand anything .
I have refused it with myself here .
Why have I refused it ?
What be I fearing ?

Ahh ... I am fearing that attaches a damage certainly !

People have become difficult to live quickly in Japan .
Part of Japanese are contaminated quickly and going to go mad .
And useless death has occurred .
A person acts a terrible case by the perplexity in a moment .
Why does the person become a demon ?

The Pegasus said .
A person is wearing a veil to decorate oneself always .
The person is tired very much because the decoration is very heavy .
The others can not look at inside because the decoration is dazzling .
Human being feels the fact with the vision .
The person like the beautiful thing very much .
Therefore the person wants to show oneself beautifully .
And the person has an illusion to the beauty of oneself .
" That is a self ."
The person has lost sight of a real self .
The person must grow forever .
But the person stops that grows because thinks that oneself grew beautifully already .
And the person becomes arrogant .

Therefore you must gaze at yourself eternally .
Only yourself exists to can stop you !

Angel of the sisters .

10/06/(22/39)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

She fluttered to the sky .

10/08/(13/55)

My friend looks very busy .
She has gone to Europe next year .
She loves only 1 male now .
She is changing quickly .
She was an innocent girl before .
But she of now is becoming a grown-up .
And her conversation is stopping fitting with me .
I feel that she is becoming far quickly .

My Pegasus ! I am envious of she very much .
I don't change at all .
It is as if the time stopped .

I and she were standing in the same place until before a little .
Other friends get married and settled down in USA last year .
I saw the back figure of friends with her .
We grieved over " Women of Japanese leave overseas quickly ."
And we said " We are not able to leave Japan ."

But she left outside from our way now .
Do I grow like her someday ?

The Pegasus said .
Spade of the growth of a person differs everybody .
She jumped out from a nest at last like other women .
But you can not jump out from a nest still .
Your past differs entirely with the past of other women .
Your past is bringing up you .
Her past is bringing up her .
Even your future differs with her as your past differs with her .

Do you dislike the past of yourself ?
No , you are priding in the past of yourself .
You can not be alive if you deny the past of yourself .
Therefore a person recalls only the good past .
Therefore a person closes only the bad past in a box .

A person is alive hard everybody .
You are also alive hard always .
Therefore you can have the dream in future .
Your future is shining !
Therefore you believe future and must live hard also from this .

You must not envy the happiness of a person .
You are a docile gentle person !
You can bless the happiness of a person .

Angel of children without the parents .

10/12/(20/40)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

Is the beauty of the women only the appearance ?

10/13/(22/55)

My Pegasus ! Only you are gazing at me patiently .
I can overcome this grief for My Pegasus .

I meet this grief always .
My heart is inhaled in darkness .
My brain becomes can not think anything .
I seem to be playing the hero of a tragedy .
Oh , my God ! Why does this darkness wrap me always ?
Can not I escape it from this darkness ?
My heart lonely even today .
I am cowardly .
I don't have the courage that sees the future of myself .
I make the excuse and am escaping from myself always .
I dreadful that I become deep relations with a man .
I don't allow to come near a man so .

Why ?
30% of my friends got married .
But 70% of my friends don't wanting to get married .
I understand the feeling of the women that don't want to get married .
But I don't still understand the feeling of the women that got married well .
Is this only women of Japan problem ?

But ....
I heard it to foreigners and am surprised now .
The married women of Japanese seem to be flirting with other males in a foreign country recently .
The males are boasting it to the people in the world .
I must hear from the males about the women .
I am ashamed of that very much always .

I must hear from the people about the women because I am Japanese .
One of married women looks like boldness !
I am stopping understanding at all now .
Where did the naive women go ?
Did the naive women fit into the trap of the males of sexual desire ?

It is foolish repeatedly .

10/14/(20/31)

My Pegasus ! Why does the terrorism kill people to indiscrimination ?
They say "It is the means that they can resist " .
I don't think that it is good to use what kind of means for a purpose .
They are making the people of the world an enemy by repeating terrorism .
Can only the education save them ?

The Pegasus said .
Here is a dream world .
It is the world where you can accomplish your dream .
What is your dream now ?
It is good if you make full a dream .
Others don't give a dream to you .
You must search a dream with yourself .
I want to you know only this .
Various way exists for you accomplish your dream .
But you must not advance only the way where misses the reason .
This world has many law .
The human beings also have many reasons .

A criminal does not have the subjective symptom .
The person can not understand it .

Why ?
The person can not gaze at oneself coolly .
Therefore the person can not control oneself .
The person never becomes to a criminal if can understand it .

How can the person control oneself ?
Many information are necessary to it .
Why is the information necessary ?
The person has a foot ruler an everybody .
The person can judge the others and oneself by the foot ruler .
The person must insert many information in the foot ruler .
The person will fall if has only the information that was incline .
The information that was incline is waiting only the very fearful result .
Bad others brainwash the person .
It is very dangerous that the person does not have many information .

Therefore children have many curiosity .
The children absorb many information .

Love .

10/17/(19/33)

The love is a beautiful thing !

Love of a parent and child .
I can not make the love of my parents already .
Therefore I very joyful when I feel the love of other parent and child .
I am envious of that very much .
I am not able to permit what the love of the parent and child loses .

Children have returned in the place of the parents for the first time in 24 years from North Korea in Japan now .
And all Japanese are impressed with the love of the parent and child now .
Japanese seems to have recalled " Japan " through the love of the parent and child .
" Come back to Japan ! "

Love of a male and female .
A male and female are traveling to get a real lover .
They might get a wrong lover halfway .
They notice the mistake and also travel to get other lover .
Japanese also changed .
They of before notice the mistake and were finished put up with life .

My friends also continue the trip .
The friends seem to resemble in me .
" They never compromise ."

God left (Part 1) .

10/17/(21/12)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

Desire (Part 2) .

10/17/(23/22)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

I am heard the footstep of a war .

10/18/(19/41)

My Pegasus ! I irritating now .
I cann't do anything .
I am seeing the scene that people are going to die intangibly .
Myself is very miserable .
I don't have the power that moves the world certainly .
Only I am seeing the scene that many people are going to die by a war or terrorism here .
I felt a war and terrorism nearly for the first time .
I am feeling the flow that rushes into a war for the first time with the skin of myself .
This is not the history into a book .
This is a real war .

My God ! Please permit it !
Human being was a foolish low animal still .
It was a mistake that I felt a higher animal .

The Pegasus said .
Earth is coming to a big corner now .
Highest resistance influence is likely to break peaceful future .
The weapon, petroleum, Judaism, power...
But antiwar person can not stop this war .
I began to think as the mechanisms of these world are wrong all .

I am sad for the death of people very much .
Even if the person is a fellow or an enemy ....
They are only a steed .
They are not the same human being as us already .

Everybody knows that a war and terrorism aren't settled anything .
But everybody can not stop a war and terrorism .
Because the human being is a single cell .
Everybody want to survive only selves even if kill the others after all .

Animal (Part 3).

10/18/(22/25)

Here moved to the corner of stories .

Highest fire .

10/20/(18/04)

The world wide .
My lover lives somewhere in this wide world .
Maybe he looks up a blue sky and is thinking same .
Terminal of his eyes and my eyes clashed .
And each line ignited .
The fire that ignited was lighted to my heart now .
Maybe the fire was also lighted to his heart now .
Aaa ... I want to feel the fire more strongly .
I want to become the fire .
And I become the fire and want to enter into his heart .
My Pegasus ! I want to become the fire now .

The Pegasus said .
Persons have the fire of various love .
Too strong fire burns all .
Too weak fire has ended just as a pilot burner .
The love ends when a person mistakes the fire adjustment .

A woman can not take the action like a man .
Therefore the woman becomes prudent .
A man must not scar the woman .
Therefore the man comes to wrap the woman softly .

The women who got real happiness know about males in the world .
The women got the highest male .
The women who got real happiness know about the world all .
The women got the highest conversation .
Therefore the women was able to do the selection without the mistake .
You must know about the males and females in the world more .
You must know about the world more .

I can not jogging for a while .

10/25/(19/13)

I climbed in a mountain yesterday with a friend .
I knew the mountain well because am climbing in the mountain always .

I put on stout shoes always .
I was putting on the jogging shoes because was hurrying it .
I did not worry about it anything because put on other jogging shoes before .

I slipped for the first time .
I slipped once again .
I slip once again and tackled with an obstacle .

I could not move my foot .
I reconsidered that was not careful .
The friend was upset very much .
The friend seemed to have thought that my ankle suffered a fracture .
My ankle was swollen .
The friend moved my foot slowly .
We heard the sound of a bone and were surprised .
The friend turned my foot more slowly .
We did not hear the sound of the bone once again .
I became cold suddenly because I was sweating .
I wore a jacket .
We came down the mountain soon .

My ankle painful .
The friend was worrying about it very much .
I did the pretension that the ankle is not painful .
I was very anxious that moment .
I am very cold .
I felt it as blood is getting down downward .

I could not walk usually .
I walked like a cripple .
I felt the inconvenience of the foot .
We spoke about the people whose foot is inconvenient .

I had become cool gradually .
I was able to judge the ankle of myself at last .
I understood that the bone is not missing .

I recalled the people who lose the foot by a war .
I felt the misery of a war again .

We went to a hospital as it is .
My ankle became the monster of a bandage .
I have caught a cold soon .
And I can walk only a little for a while .
I felt the importance of health again .

I thanked for my God because my bone was not abnormal .
It was the happiness into unhappiness .

I am sleeping still .

10/31/(23/59)

I become want to jogging when I see the blue sky .
But I can not jogging still .
I almost can not walk still .
I seem to must bear the pain of the foot .
I can not concentrate .
I become headache when I concentrate .
Therefore I almost can not my job now .

I discontinued my job repeatedly this year .
This year , I seem to have been an unlucky year .

I encountered a traffic accident this year .
A car has collided with my car from the side in a small way .
My car damaged it .
But I didn't an injury fortunately .
I negotiated with an upgrading company , an insurance company for 3 months .
I became dreadful that my car runs a small way completely .
I have come to fear the car that appears from a side .

I fit into the world of an imagination by Internet this year .
And I changed to a female from a woman .
I could not get out from the world for several months .
I could not control the world of the imagination already .
I received advice from many males and females of penpals .
I seem to have learned many case .
The stimulation too strong for me !
My imagination has stopped .
And my new idea has also stopped .
I have not recovered still .