I went to the sea .

08/01/(12/02)

I was able to go to the sea at last .
My 2 friends came in Fukuoka from Tokyo .
I met 2 people in the Fukuoka airport .
I was surprised because 2 people were changing .

A friend was beautiful very much because had new sweetheart .
She had the beauty of the such brightness that youthfulness bursts .
Her beauty dazzling very much !!
A friend got thin a little because parted with a sweetheart .
She had the mysterious beauty like a grown-up .
Her beauty had sex appeal .
2 people said " You do not change at all " to me .
Ha ha ha ...Yes , My life is not changing at all !

We went out in the sea by my car .
The sea of Tokyo dirty very much .
I did not go out in the sea last year becau the Sea of Fukuoka was dirty quickly .
We went out first in the nearby sea .
Nearest sea was dirty and small and high pay parking .
We went out in the suburbs quickly .
We arrived at the sea where went out 3 years ago .

The sea was beautiful .
The beach was beautiful also .

We would swim there .
There still had not swum anyone because it was in the morning early .
There was just like our private beach .
We swam while making the mood of good .
We were sleeping while burning the body .
Many people were coming around when I wake up .
But the people were all the women !!
Ha ha ha .....It was strange !

We swam for 2 hours and changed of clothes .
And we went out to a drive to the suburbs more .
We found the beautifulest sea in the suburbs more .
The beach was divided into 3 pieces because the beach very big .
Our body was cold already because we swam in other beach .
Therefore we did not swim in the sea . And we walked the beach .
Many women were also having enjoy in the beach .

I heard that 3 people died of the accident of the sea by TV recently .
The beach was here .
I look at the sea and felt depth again .

Can the people change the world of now ?

08/08/(12/22)

World stopped a war .
World stopped the death of the people by a war .
History came to a war repeatedly for economic reconstruction .
Goods and information overflowed throughout the world .
People began movement throughout the world .
People have come to be able to get cheap goods easily anytime .
And people have bought all the goods .
People stopped having an interest in the goods .

Distribution of all the goods stopped .
Production person became unnecessary to make all the goods .
Economy of the world became bad .
People must lose all the goods by a war .
The goods are not gone unless a war breaks out .

People have known luxury already .
Therefore people try to defend the luxury .
A company tries to defend the profit of the company than the company employees .
A politician tries to defend the profit of the politician than the nations .
A company employee tries to defend higher pay than the same workers .

People do not want to offer oneself in sacrifice .
And people blame only the others quickly .
And people defend oneself quickly .

And the world stiffened now .
Many people began to think that they will break down the world of now seriously .

Water of a mountain .

08/08/(12/58)

I found a nearby mountain by chance one month ago .
I can go to the foot of mountain in 30 minutes by my car .
I climbed in the mountain when I become margin time .
I might climb in the mountain alone .
Don't worry !!

Many persons climb in the mountain alone .
We can go the mountain in round trip one hour and half .
Course of the mountain good just to pour sweat a little .
Therefore I climbed in the mountain frequently .
Beautiful water is flowing in the cource of the mountain .
We can wash the face with the water .
But we became can not drink the water already .
The water of the mountain was contaminated already .

A person who drank the water of a mountain is dead sometimes .
I have the water in the hand always .
And I think that can not drink the water sadly .

Does the day when I can drink the water someday will return ?

My summer vacation .

08/17/(16/33)

The friend who left in Europe has come back .
She and other friends came in my apartment .

And 3 women of single discussed it .
We could not enjoy a holiday greatly every year .
We will can not enjoy the summer vacation in this year greatly as it is .
We do not have the courage that discontinues the job .
We might be a workaholic so .
We were saying that want to go to a trip together from before .

The friend said .
Do not we enjoy the summer vacation in this year greatly ?
I was lost .
But I thought that it is may be the last vacation probably .
Because one woman settles down in Europe next year .

We went out to a trip together for the first time .
We went to Okinawa .
We borrow a rent-a-car and traveled the island .
And we also enjoyed the bus trip .

My summer ended .
I was able to have summer vacation for the first time .
I seem to have used time luxuriously .
I did not think at all .
I was being afraid of future continually .
But I did not think the future so .
I enjoyed only nature and sports .

A foreign country .

08/17/(17/22)

The friend has gone in Europe .
2 friends have gone to USA alreday .
The USA far after all .
The Europe also may be far after all probably .

My older sister was saying that I must not settle down overseas .
Because the sister too lonely if I settle down overseas .

Younger brother says that please find the male who I can love .
Because the brother knows that I can not love a male readily .
The younger brother introduced his sweetheart to me first from the old days .
And I introduced the sweetheart to my friends .
I can distinguish the woman because I and friends are a woman .
I can not introduce my sweetheart to the brother still .

How do they say if the parents are alive ?
Their father who settled down overseas opposed until last .
Does the father oppose that I settle down overseas ?
Their mother agreed from the beginning .
Does the mother agree that I settle down overseas ?

Japan is an island country .
Therefore Japanese have not interchanged with the people of a foreign country .
Japanese do not know the people of a foreign country still .
Japanese escapes when the person of a foreign country talks .
Japanese is poor to contact with the people of a foreign country .
The people of a foreign country might be seen to an alien for Japanese .

I have not contacted with the people of a foreign country certainly !
Why ?
I do not have the courage still .
I know that must overcome this .
But I do not have the self-confidence still .
I differ with them !!
Please give time to me !

The bird of happiness got down to her .

08/17/(17/54)

She was able to find the male of an ideal after all .
She took tests the male because doubted the male .
She observed many males even until now .
But everyone could not win her heart .
Her heart hard like iron .
All women know that must defend self-confidence .
Therefore the women must take care of males very much .

Only the male seemed to have been different with other males for her .
The male died out to her experiment .
The male may was waiting slowly probably .
Therefore the male did not worry about time .
A male who died out to my experiment does not exist still .

And she loved the male .
She chose the male !
The male got her !
It is great !!
The male meets her in Japan next year .
And the male returns to Europe with her .

I was able to make recollection with her in summer of this year .
I will not forget it eternally about her probably .
I will think these recollection nostalgically sometimes .
Congratulation !!

Slim women .

08/22/(13/10)

The person who walking and jogging increased in Japan very much .
Japanese are a diet boom recently .
Diet is prevailing in Japan recently .
The girl of anorexia or the girl who throws up all from eat full increased very much .
Many Japanese died with diet medicine .
A male was included in the inside !
Japanese women of most are slim now .

There was the girl of Japanese .
She is caught by threat concept .
She thinks that she grows fat when she eats .
She thinks that it is ugly if she grows fat .
All the women think that want to become beautiful .
Therefore she also wants to become beautiful .
All women of advanced country think that slimness is 1 important matter of beauty .
I also think so !
Because males of most say " I like a slim woman " .
I heard that the women of Asia are slim .
The women of many Japanese are also hearing the same word from the males of a foreign country .

She said while seeing a mirror .
He has a beautiful sweetheart now .
The sweetheart is beautiful only a less than me .
Oh ! I want to become more beautiful .
He will become like me probably if I became beautiful .
Ah ! I want to get him soon .

Everybody is experiencing the swirl of reform now .

08/22/(13/45)

Japanese knows that the people of the world think that the economy of Japan ended .
But part of Japanese is laughing that it is exaggerated .
Their common sense has malfunctioned .
They are believing that the society also becomes good .
Government of Japan could not implement reform after all .
The Government also will end only with pose .
World is not expecting to the government already .
The nations of Japan also are not expecting to the government already .

Japan of now is blockade condition still .
The nations are praying that the Prime Minister of early now changes .

The company of Japan of before gave priority to the profit of the society than the profit of the company .
The company of now is thinking only the profit of the company .
Therefore the society of Japan became bad quickly .
The society will worse if everybody thinks only oneself .

This world can not jump out out of the swirl of reform still .
Countries of the world are worrying about the unemployed person now .
The Countries are worrying about an environmental problem now .
The Countries are worrying about new industry does not grow up now .
The Countries are worrying about a war and terrorism now .

Everybody sits down to the table now .
And everybody began to think it now .
Everybody may be can find a supreme answer probably .
Because everybody knows the answer already !

Summer of recollection ended .

08/25/(01/15)

I am listening to beautiful music now .
I was awake until late this evening .
I could not sleep .
I was thinking long time .

The person want to love the others .
But the person dont want to a damage .
I dont want to a damage too .
A person has come to scar the others easily recently .
Therefore the person must take care of the others .
But the person search the lover eternally .

Do the persons search the lover ?
Why do the persons scar the lover ?
You think that do not scar the lover .
I think that also do not scar the lover .
But the person is scarring me .
And I also will be scarring the others .
I do not want to scar the others .
But I have scarred the others while doing not know .
I sad very much .
And I am becoming cowardly the lover more .
But I want the lover .......
I have dropped in contradiction now .

September begins soon .
I must not stop here .
I never give up it .
Let's also begin to walk !
My Pegasus also will return from the vacation in summer .
And I also will go out to a trip with the Pegasus .
I may be can have self-confidence someday .
I find the answer probably !!

I am becoming frightened to the sound of the gale .

08/31/(21/30)

August ends in today .
Strong wind is blowing by a typhoon .
The gale is crying out with very big sound .
The gale is flying many things .
Sound of the gale very uncanny .
I dreadful because it seems be flown everything .
The earth angry !
I can not be intent on my job now .

Many people are going to die of the accident .
I recalled the parents who died .
I feel the depth of the love of the parents .
A person lives with the person who loves it .
I will die probably if the lover dies .
I will can not be living alone already .
I will go after the back of the lover .
I had not thought suicide until now .
I thought that suicide is a bad case .
But I will suicide if the lover dies .
I do not require a new lover .
My lover is 1 person merely future eternity .

Others will think that I am a weak woman probably .
Yes , I think that I was a weak woman .
But I pride that my father goes after the back of my mother and died .
I also want to have such lover .

My friends will say probably .
Why did such act foolish ?
Why did not you consult it with me ?

I will be sending a letter to the friends probably .
I devoted all to the lover .
I became can not be living without the lover already .
Therefore I go to the place of the lover .
I might have penetrated eternal love .

I want to meet the sweetheart who I can penetrate eternal love .
I become a weak woman and the lover will defend me .
And I will entrust all to the lover .
It is good if I become a weak woman .