The marriage .

06/04/(23/04)

Sad event also happened in Japan .
She had a sweetheart at the time of high school .
She got married to him soon .
The married couple had 5 years old and 6 year-old child .
The husband had an affair with other woman .
A young wife kills the husband and committed suicide .
A young wife jumped in the sea by a car with two children .
A society did not sympathize her .
The society said .
She does not have the right that kills the child .
She was able to do over again .

The children would have gone to an institution probably .
Can the children grow up in the highest environment ?
I can not answer it .
Divorce has rapidly increased in Japan now .

What is the marriage ?
I will not divorce if I get married .
I am respecting my parents .
My mother loved only my father eternally .
The father was stupefied when the mother died .
I could not bear it that I see such figure .
After that , the father was saying that want to die .
And the father died within 1 year after the death of the mother .
And I knew that the father loved the mother eternally .
I want to search eternal love like to the parents .

World Cup interesting !

06/12/(12/04)

I seem to can not live vigorously recently .
I take notice of only the World Cup .
Oh ! NO ! My job decelerates !
I like my job very much basically .
Therefore I like my job than the vacation .
But ....I am ecstatic to the World Cup than my job ..
Ha ha ha ...I did not think that the World Cup is interesting such .

Youngster of Japanese does not call the name of the country of Japan around a day .
But the youngster is calling the name of the country of Japan now .
World Cup that was held in Asia seems to have given good stimulation to the youngster of Asia .
The youngster is cheering it for the country .
And player is fighting for the country .
Japanese is surprised everybody .
Japanese is ecstatic to the World Cup everybody .
Audience rating of the World Cup is highest .

I discontinue my job for see the World Cup always .
This is a miracle !
Or because I did not know about the World Cup ?
Fight of first-class soccer players becomes tense after all .
Tears of the victory and the defeat very beautiful together .

Women can not do such an intense fight .
But such heroes were able to give a strong deep impression to the women .
The women will say probably .
I was able to find the worth that did not notice men .
I knew that such men are defending the women .
And I seem to must have the respect to men more .
I felt happiness to that was born to such woman .

The bottom of a ravine .

06/12/(12/55)

I am staying at the deep bottom of a ravine .
The bottom of a ravine is very deep.
It is the depth that I have not experienced until now .
I still can not crawl up from the deep bottom of a ravine .

I ask it to myself .
What is the thing needed for me now ?
Why be I staying here forever ?
Do I think that I can crawl up ?

It may be to return to the heart of a blank .
Heart of a person is becoming muddy with an experience .
Heart that became muddy must return to clean heart .

Why ?
The heart is absorbing many things while doing not know by the progress in time .
Newspaper, TV, movie, magazine, book , word-of-mouth communication etc. .

The heart has planted a prejudice .
The person is seen the one that was seen well until yesterday dirtily from today .
I must eliminate all the prejudices .
Because the prejudice is obstructive to me of now .

The person can not change common sense .
I must change common sense from the foundation .
Because the common sense interferes with my progress .

I am eliminating all the evil course 1 stepping each for get the heart of a blank now .
I can not eliminate it readily because I am belonging to the society .
But don't worry ! I have self-confidence that I absolutely can eliminate it .

Symptom of the present cold .

06/18/(13/56)

My cold does not heal still .
Symptom of the cold moved to a nose from a throat .
And I am suffering from a cough .
Fever becomes high when the cough stopping .
I wake up with the cough repeatedly at midnight .
Therefore I almost can not use my computer .
My eyes are tired very much that see the screen .
It is bad in the next day if I think that it became a little good .
It is the repetition now .
Therefore the cold will heal late .
I thank for encouragement E-mail of penpals .
Therefore my job is hardly proceeding .
It is unexpected loss time .

I thank for the message of love. I will return to health soon !

06/21/(13/42)

My cold became a little good .
My voice has come to be able to put out it only a little .
My fever will not become high anymore .
My appetite recovered .

I listened to music after a long time today .
My heart bounces .
I such feeling that my cold became good .

But only the snot and the cough is good not still .
I can not sleep with the cough at midnight usual .
Therefore I become afraid of midnight only a little .

Once I have the time when thought that afraid of a night .
I had a very violent anemia .
I could not get up with the anemia when I try to get up in the morning .
Therefore I could not go to bed at night .
I drank a hypnotic every day after all .
The doctor stopped because the quantity of the hypnotic increased gradually .
I cured the anemia by building up my body .
It is the jogging .
I do not forget the pain even now .

Why I became the anemia ?
I had to become independent early .
Single life of a young woman had many danger in a society .
I had to defend myself .
I was a nervous temperament very much .
Do you know the single life of a woman ?
The woman confirms a key repeatedly before going to bed .
The woman dislikes that stays at the room of herself alone .
Therefore the woman invites many friends to the room of herself .
Therefore the woman meets many friends because does not want to return to the room of herself .
The woman does not have the place where settles .
Therefore the woman has the dream of the prince of herself always ..

Worlcup that faded color .

06/24/(11/31)

I sad a little .
Worlcup became not interesting now .
Judgment problem is focused on largely .
Game of the Italy team was the mistake of a judgment almost certainly .
I am seeing the games of all the Italy teams and the Italy team was poor .
I understood that something is working with the back soon .
Japanese are writing the abuse of Korea into bbs of the Internet of Japan a lot .
The jealousy of Japanese is also included of course .
The players do not become at all the problem .
Actually the players of Korea seem to be hurting heart .
The person who received money is bad .
The person who gave money is bad .
The person who yielded to the power is bad .
The person who used the power is bad .

Mistake of the judgment became the problem in the Olympic of Korea .
Mistake of the judgment also became the problem in the Winter Olympics of USA .
And the mistake of the judgment also became to the problem in the Worlcup of Korea Japan .

The person who can resist the power .
The person who is not defeated to the temptation of money .
I hope that the expert becomes to the judgment of such sports .

I pray that the judgment does not miss for the remaining game .

A man and a woman .

06/28/(14/10)

I am safe already .
The cold in this time very painful .
I thought that I became tuberculosis in a minute .
I think sometimes that also I die early because my parents died early .
My older sister also seems to think sometimes so .
But younger brother seems to do not think such case at all .
Men and women seem to differ to think probably .
I do not understand that the men think .
May be the men do not understand that the women think .
Even a father does not understand sometimes that the daughter thinks .

And a man must appeal himself about it to the woman who loves .
A woman must examine the man who herself understands .
I think that the men are tired very much . Ha ha ha .....
Is it the provision of a creature ?
But the women are also tired it .
Life of herself is break up if the woman does a wrong selection .
THe woman is seeing full the friends who did a wrong selection .
And the woman thinks ..." I do not want to fail . "
The women of Japanese are very prudent especially .

What kind of woman I love if I am a man ?
What kind of man be I loving ?
I go out to a trip with my Pegasus because my mood is good very much today .

My prince !

06/28/(23/21)

I want to meet a nice man .
Where is my prince ?

The prince treats me very carefully .
The prince knows that I am easy to break very much .
The prince knows that I am feeling the men obscene .
The prince sees me very purely .
The prince like the woman who had pure heart so .
The prince gives a very beautiful dream to me .
And the prince cleans my heart always .
Therefore I pour the beautiful tears in the arm of the prince always .
We make most important the bond of heart .

My Pegasus ! Please take me to the place of the prince now!

A new trip .

06/29/(13/29)

I and my Pegasus went out to the trip that searches the prince .
I still could not see the face of the prince heretofore .
I asked it to the Pegasus .
Can I see the face of the prince with this trip ?
The Pegasus answered it .
You had only your ideal statue .
You requested the statue .
Therefore you were able to imagine the eyes of the prince already .
Therefore you were also able to imagine the figure of the prince already .
But you still did not understand at all what kind of man the prince .
And you have understood what kind of man the prince now .
Therefore you also have come to be able to imagine the face of the prince .
You may be can see the face of the prince with this trip .

My friends are married quickly recently by the Internet .
But I do not understand why Ithey can get married .
I could not sort the men because I have not contacted the man of a foreign country .
I am contacting with the man of the foreign country in the Internet .
It is the world of a dream for me .
Therefore I could not think realistically .

I gladdest because I understood what kind of man I am searching at last .
I did not know the liking of myself until now at all .
Therefore I did not understand the method that searches .
I have come to be said clear " YES, NO " recently because repeated many trips .
And I have understood myself .
It made my self-confidence !
Trip in this time may be the trip that advanced the one step to me .

The Pegasus said with the big voice .
Let's start at a new trip !

I want to meet my sweetheart in future intolerably .

06/29/(19/08)

We could not meet the prince .
But I can see the face of the prince for the first time .

The prince was navigating the sea .
The prince was the captain of the ship .
The ship very small .
The ship was tatters very much .
Crew of the ship was 10 people .
The prince had a big dream .
The prince wanted to do the world 1 circumference while trading with the world .
The prince had not become favorite a woman until now .
Because nice woman still without appearing before the prince .
The prince was living cheerfully with the colleague on the ship every day .

We were floating in the air .
The prince could not see our figure .
I saw the face of the prince for the first time .
Face of the prince is getting sunburnt and manly .
Face of the prince was very beautiful .
Nose of the prince a little big although it was not so high .
Lips of the prince thin although it was not so small .
Eyes of the prince were sharp although it were not so terrible .
Voice of the prince was a low voice .

The Pegasus said .
I was able to see the face of your liking for the first time .
The face of your liking is very handsome .
But you must worry about him because many women will become favorite him .
Can you bear the jealousy ?

I looked the face of the prince .
I thought that the face of the prince is too beautiful certainly .
And I thought that I will can not bear probably .
I lost the self-confidence that monopolizes the prince .

The Pegasus said .
You can have self-confidence at last .
You must believe the self-confidence .
Therefore you must try to support the self-confidence .
I will take you in the dream of the prince this evening .

I am surprised and asked to the Pegasus .
Can I meet him in the dream of the prince this evening ?

The Pegasus answered while laughing .
It is written to your face .
You seem to want to meet the prince inevitably .

I hear it and got excited very much .
I said while holding the Pegasus .
YES ! I want to meet the prince inevitably .

The woman of my liking .

06/29/(23/33)

What kind of woman likes if I am a man ?
I like a beautiful woman .
I like the woman who had gentle heart .

Her eyes are becoming clearest .
Her lips are very small .
Her nose is not too high .
The color of her eyes are blue .
She is a white woman .
She is slimmest .
Her height is 175 cm .
Her weight is 55 kg .
Her hair is very long with the golden hair .
Her bust is 110 cm .
Her waist is 58 cm .
Her hips is 105 cm .

She is very shy .
Her job busy always .
She has a big dream .
She is hard because want to succeed the job .
Therefore she is lonely always .
She cries soon .

She is my ideal statue .
I will make advances if I am a man .
And I will support her .