Tears flowed when I thought that I want to meet them .

03/08/(17/44)

I also jogged the lake today .
There is not a cloud in the sky and the sky was deep blue .
The water of the lake was deep blue also .
My heart had also become deep blue while I run .
Sky where became perfectly clear blue so much too beautiful .
I adored the blue .
I look at the sky and did not recall the parents .
My heart went flying in the blue sky so .

It is good if the heart of people is able to become the blue everybody .
The people will stop dispute if becomes so .

Is my future blue like this sky ?
And I thought about my best friends .

My best friend is 4 people .
Two friends divorce and be single now .
They divorced for the fickle of the husband .
They have boyfriend friend .
But they say that I do not want to get married anymore .

One friend is single long time .
She was scheduled to get married to the male of a foreign country once .
The male had a wife and child in the country of himself already .
She was deceived by the male so .
She has boyfriend friend .
But she says that I never think marriage once again .
Only One friend is married .
She is said to not make a child .
She is ecstatic only to a job now .
She must repay it because the company of the husband goes bankrupt and had many debts .
But she strong .
She says that also please make a company to the husband .
She says to me .
I divorce if he made fickleness or gambling .
I help him if he failed to become an enterpriser .

Why are my friends such strong ?
Ha ha ha ...
Their way is vivid .
They never say to me about boyfriend .
The boyfriend may be the person not related to our friendship .
Therefore I will never meet the friend .
Because the boyfriend is not the eternal male to her .

I want to meet them .
But they live in Osaka and Tokyo .
Therefore I can not meet almost them .
But they come to meet me sometimes .

I am looking forward to it .

Is this a maturity era ?

03/12/(23/16)

Sad event is frequently occurring in Japan .
Why is the person alive ?

Is the person alive for the house ?
Why can not the person give up the house ?
Is the house heavier than the life of a person ?
Most of the Japanese concern in the house .
They imitate USA and want to have a new house .
Land of USA big .
Land of Japan too narrow .
It has changed a little recently .
Old person betray the house and began to have an apartment house .
Middle age betray the house and began to have the house of a foreign country .
Unmarried women get married to the male of a foreign country and began to settle down overseas .
Unmarried males give up marriage and give up even the house .
Ha ha ha ... I wrote a little exaggeratedly .

Is the person alive for the child ?
The parents who kill the child have rapidly increased now .
The parents who kill the child not exist before .
People say .
A child is making the child .

Is the person alive for the wife ?
Is the person alive for the husband ?
Spouse murder for insurance money was existing from the old days .
An unmarried male kills the woman just was refused association recently .
It is abnormal !
The pretty women are killed full by the madmen .

Usually people became can not do life usually now .

I was going to meet the sweetheart in future with my Pegasus .

03/13/(20/50)

I was able to have the time after a long time .
I try to travel with my Pegasus after a long time .

I asked it of the Pegasus .
Where is my gentle sweetheart ?
I want to try to see the face of the sweetheart now .

The Pegasus said while being pleased .
Yes , I also want to try to see his face once .
Let's go to see the face of his good looks !

We went to the quite opposite of the earth .
My heart danced .
I thought a various face .
And I prayed that his face is very nice .

He was walking a way alone .
We got off after him .
His back very big .
His shoulder very wide .
His foot very long .

The Pegasus said that call him to me .
My face blushed suddenly .
Beat of my heart suddenly became early .
I did not have the courage that calls him .
I said to return to the Pegasus .

I prayed that he notices and looks back .
But he has done it without looking back .

I could not see his face after all .

The Pegasus said to me kindly .
You were able to see his back .
His back was very nice .
We will go to meet him if you have self-confidence a little more .
You must come to have self-confidence to it .

I thought that I want to have self-confidence .
And I thought that I must continue such a trip that have self-confidence .

The sweetheart in my future !
Sorry I could not meet you today .
I am cowardly still .
Please wait until I have self-confidence !

Take me to the universe .

03/17/(21/30)

I traveled the universe with my Pegasus .

My heart also fell to dark darkness .
My heart is cold winter now .
I want warming my heart anyone .
I want to cry out to be " Please hepl me ! " .
I nonexistent to seem can find my sweetheart on the earth .
Male who understands me on the earth without existing so .
Ha ha ha ....I do not understand even the reason .
I could not arrest the sweetheart .
I struggled to myself .
I asked it of the Pegasus .
How am I good ?
The Pegasus laughs and said .
Do not you try to go to the universe once with me ?
You might find it something once you travel the universe probably .

I have already thought that the male who understands my heart does not exist .
But the Pegasus still thinks that the male who understands my heart exists .
Only the Pegasus understands my heart .
Because the Pegasus is my other self .

I became can not put the answer in the earth .
Therefore I would going to search the answer in the universe .
I will thank for this trip if I can find the sweetheart in the universe .... smile .

My vigor returned only a little now .
My Pegasus ! Please take me to the universe now !

Can the people change the world by the Internet ?

03/22/(12/30)

The universe very wide .
Third world war the only topic of conversation throughout the world .
Has the war got up ?
People of most think that possibility is high .
Why have the people think such ?
World is included in inside of the swirl of reform .
The people wish the swirl of reform .
History is saying. Swirl of reform must step over the sad tears .
And the people must not waste the sad tears .
The people must gaze at it !
The people can not escape already !

The people must avoid the war .
The people know that many colleagues are going to die by the war already .
The people must not make the history called a war already .
The people know that the war is able to be avoided if everybody cries out .

The people got the means that puts out the voice of oneself by the Internet .
The world is beginning to change certainly by the Internet so .

Cherry tree .

03/27/(20/56)

I went out to see a cherry tree with the Pegasus .
The cherry tree is also blossoming beautifully this year .
And the cherry tree has also scattered soon this year .
Petal of the cherry tree scatters in the air at a stretch .
I am very favorite to see that the petal dances in the air .
My chest becomes painful .
Entirely I come to be loving it now .

I asked it to the Pegasus .
The cherry tree appeals to my heart .
This world transient .
Therefore I try love a male without wasting time .
My time does not wait so .
I join the heart of the cherry tree and I also want to try dance in the air .
Can not I join the heart of the cherry tree ?

The Pegasus has a good laugh and answered it .
Let's join the cherry tree !

I became the cherry tree .
The Pegasus is seeing it with the side .
I said a to the Pegasus .
My petal dances in the air flamboyantly from now .
I threw the petal that is my other self in the air .

I said to the petal .
Please dance remarkably !
And soften the heart of people please !
The people are waiting for your vivid dance .

And my other self tightens the feeling and flew in the air .
The petal danced very beautifully .
I see the figure and poured the tears .

I understood the feeling of the cherry tree at last .