2001/12 .

The Earth disappeared .

12/02/(02/20)

First 21st century year ends soon .
How do the people build the 21st century ?
Can the human being evolve ?
Can the human being pray the peace of the world ?
Can the human being compromise for peacefully of the world ?

I hope that the 21st century does not be same with the 20th century .
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I flew in the 21st century last year .
There was the awful world .

The world was covered to darkness .

Ozone layer of the earth was destroyed after all .
Earth has deviated from the orbit course by the energy of the sun .
The Earth became can not bear the energy of the sun .
And the Earth avoided the energy of the sun .

The Earth loved the human being always .
But the human being could not love the earth always .

A human being thought only that uses the Earth .
A human being believed that the Earth does not fall eternally .
A human being did not worry about the Earth .

A human being requested only a pleasure .
A human being worried about the desire of only oneself .

But the Earth still loved the human being .

Human being did not stop that discards garbage in the Earth .
Therefore body of the Earth had gone bad quickly .
Human being destroyed the land and mountain on the Earth .
Therefore body of the Earth cracked quickly .

People who defend only a profit had already controlled the world .
And people who defend the Earth stood .
And long war started .

The Earth was ruined .

But the Earth still loved the human being .

The people who even a profit defends made the Robot .
The Robot had artificial intelligence after all .
And the Robot began to kill all the people .
The Robot knew that the Earth is weakening very much .
The Robot was able to move in other planets soon .
Therefore the Robot would move in other planets .
The Robot destroyed the Earth because the Earth was obstructive for the planet .

And the Earth disappeared .....



Transient love .

12/06/(23/20)

This moves to the site of " My Love Poems " .



My Christmas .

12/06/(23/40)

It is Christmas soon .
Everybody is waiting for Christmas .
Japanese hardly has a religion .
But they are also waiting for Christmas .

I went to the Christmas Dinner Shaw of a first-class hotel every year when I live in a city .
And I was intoxicated luxuriously .
I did not worry about the world at the time .
I did not feel nature at the time .
I was very selfish at the time .
My heart had become cold gradually .
I became dislike the city gradually .

And I left the city .

I am enclosed naturally in a very small village and be living .
My heart got back the heart of a human being .
The wonderful Christmas Dinner Shaw does not exist here .
I only eat a Christmas cake with friends .
Ha ha ha ....
I am not necessary the Christmas Dinner Shaw anymore .

Time flows slowly here .
Pleasure of my No.1 is jogging .
I am enjoying time slowly .



Merry Christmas !

12/08/(06/36)

This moves to the site of " My Love Poems " .



I want to chat in the sea now .

12/13/(23/36)

I am likely to become can not keep the promise with the sea .
I can not go to the sea this year .
Sea is not far from here .
But the sea far for me .
I go to a pond for jogging .
The pond is just like the sea .
I am the movement of inside of silence .
Birds hear the footstep that I run and fly the sky .
Cats are seeing the figure that I run patiently .
Dogs see my eyes when they pass with me .
People see the figure that I run and they try to become health also .
Person who runs decreased recently .
I think whether I will stop that runs today because I am cold also sometimes .
But I also go to the run today because I know good feeling after I ran .
I run while seeing the blue sky today .

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People are scared of indiscrimination murder .
People are scared of the mistake arrest .
People are worrying about only the surroundings .
People do not want to draw the loss lottery .
People rushed into the defense everybody .
I am seen comically .

Is the human being weak after all ?
Is the human being a single cell after all ?

What is justice ?
Who decides the justice ?
Did the human being become really equal ?

Race and Religion .

The human being was a foolish creature after all .
The human being can not make a high bond after all .
The human being likes murder after all !

Why can not the human being stop murder ?
I do not want to see the death of a human being anymore !



Where is my smiling face ?

12/18/(23/45)

This moves to the site of " My Love Poems " .



Era of China comes along from this .

12/19/(23/30)

Now most of the electronics manufacturing companies here are moving to mainland China where labour is cheapest .


Many companies are advancing to China also in Japan for lowers the cost .
Movement of China very rapid .
It looks like old Japan .
Old Japan cooperates in everybody and became big in everybody .

Cost of the light and fuel expense, the toll road, the harbor, the airport, the post mail, labor costs etc. was high the best in the world without knowing it .
Therefore the company of Japan became can not make a thing in Japan .

First the company of Japan advanced to USA quickly for lower the cost .
Japan was laughed to USA with "Japan become hollow by USA " recently .
But Japanese hardly knew this case because mass media of Japan was controlled to USA .

The capitalism of USA ended and China opened the door .
And the company of Japan is advancing to China quickly for lower the cost .

Japan of Now is still sacrificing everybody for defend a part only .
Colleague of everybody loses a job .
And they became the homeless or committed suicide .
First everybody disregarded them .
Because everybody thought that self is nonexistent .

And everybody stood now .
Nations are saying that is most proper in Japan now .
Nations are fighting with the resistance influence for defend nature .
Nations are fighting with the resistance influence for defend weak people .
Nations noticed that defends it with selves .

But I do not understand whether the nations can win .
History of this world is saying .
Justice does not necessarily win .

I know that Japan sets really if Nations can not win .
I think that it is no use Japan sets .
Japan had better start it from 0 really .



Congratulation ! I got DSL Today .

12/22/(09/05)

December 22 , I was able to get ODN's JDSL Today .
And it is 9 o'clock in the morning but I am online .
I very joyful because I was waiting long time for the day in today .
I was able to get on the Internet anytime at last .
DSL charge of Japan became cheapest in the world .
Charge of Japan still almost highest in the world .
DSL charge may be the cheapest in the world for the first time in Japan .

Yahoo of Japan contributed to the diffusion of DSL in Japan .
I received the telephone of the apology from the Yahoo yesterday .
I want to thank for the Yahoo .



Where are you ?

12/23/(14/15)

I was able to get peace of mind at last .
Love box has been slammed to the back of my heart .
And the box opened now .
The box opened when always peace of mind returns to my heart .

My loving a male ! Where are you ?
Do you enjoy Christmas with other women ?
Or do you enjoy Christmas with your family ?
Or do you enjoy Christmas with friends ?

I want to enjoy Christmas with you .
You also may want to enjoy Christmas with me probably .
I am still not meeting you .
But I still do not want to meet you .
Because I want to meet when I was tied with a strong bond with you .
I want to make the strong bond .

Male who I want to love may be a gentle male probably .

My finger is twining to your finger firmly .
I want to monopolize your finger .
Your finger is always searching me .
My eyes are twining in your eyes firmly .
I want to monopolize your eyes .
Your eyes gaze at only I .
My lips tangle to your lips firmly .
I want to monopolize your lips .
Your lips exist for only I .

My heart always wants to know Your heart .
I want to believe that your heart is mine always .

I want to fall to intense love with you .
I will fall for you daringly if there is hell .
I do not want to think that is not lived with you .

You are my sad star .
I see a star and will recall you .
And I will pour the tears .

I think you and be writing now .
I think you and be writing always .

And I am loving you always .
I can not tell this heart to you .

Because I still do not know you .
It may be wonderful if a person can see future .
The person will not do many errors .
But does the person want to know the future of oneself ?

I do not want to know my future .
I may be lose the hope that lives if I die soon .
I may be a shock if I become the homeless .
I will die soon if I am lonely as it is .
Therefore I do not want to know future .



First year in the 21st century ends .

12/28/(14/59)

I want to be here a little anymore .
I feel it such that you come here soon if I wait a little for you .
And I waited for you long time .
I seem to have also played a clown .
Ha ha ha ...
I knew that you do not come .
But I waited for the miracle .
I can not contact with you already .
I can contact with you only in inside of my dream .
People sympathize with me .
People ridicule me .
Be the people despising me ?
I am one-sided love always .
Is that a bad case ?
I can receive love only with my dream .
Is it a poor case ?

I am called to everybody always " Why can not you have your sweetheart ? " .
Why does everybody say such word ?

Male of a pigeon interesting .
The male goes after 1 female tenaciously .
The male goes after only other females soon when finds other females by side .
Ha ha ha ...The male very early to change .
Many males of the human beings are entirely same also .
The male always says to a new female .
I love only you !

I think always that the males are lewd fellow .
The people say that please understand the male so .
Why ? Why ?
I will not understand eternally .
Therefore I can not have the sweetheart eternally ?

A certain person said ...
You must not become disappointed with such male .
Male who you can trust has still not appeared before you .
But the male who you can trust without fail someday will appear .
Therefore you believe it and request searching it .

Therefore I can only have a dream even now .
And I hold love in the dream .



I also have a dream today .

12/27/(18/02)

My Love ! Where are you ?
This year also ends soon .
I could not meet you even this year .
I wanted to meet you this year .
You may still not know my feeling probably ....

I get excited when I think about you .
I become sad when I think about you .
I want to meet you .
And I want to be held by you kindly .
I am searching you always .
Where are you ?
Please come at the side of me .

I sad ......
My dream is same always .
I am talking to you always .

I said to you .
Would you love me more ?
You reply to me .
I will do according to your hope if you hope it .
I said to you .
I can believe only you because you treat me very importantly always .
You reply to me .
Because I know that can not be living if I lose you .
I said to you .
I am worrying about you always because you become quick-tempered sometimes .
Please you get angry and shall not quarrel .
I do not want to see the angry face .
I want to see your gentle face always .
You reply to me .
I am doing very carefully because I know what you are worrying about it .
I do not want to see your sad face .
I want to see your smiling face always .

And we walk a lake .
Birds are envying us .
Cats are entangled in our feet .
Dogs swing the tail and will approach us .

And they sing love song to us .
And you sing love song for me .
And I sing love song for you .

My parents were seeing it from Heaven .
My father said to you .
I request for my daughter, please defend my daughter .
My mother said to us .
I am praying that you are able to meet next year .
My father said to me .
Please you have a gentle daughter forever .
My mother said to me .
Please you love the people of the world always .



I want to you .

12/31/(11/29)

This year ends in today .
I also could not find my sweetheart this year .
But I also had the dream of the sweetheart even this year . I will have the sweetheart someday necessarily .
I am believing it .

I can see the eyes of the sweetheart .
The eyes of the sweetheart are very very clean .
Ah ... I feel the eyes .
What beautiful eyes !
Your eyes most beautiful in the world .
Your eyes seem to be showing your heart .
Therefore I understand your heart ..

Aaaa .... I want to get at the center of your heart .
And I want to monopolize your heart .

Please give your heart to me !
Because I am ecstatic to you .
I want to you ... REALLY !



My sweetheart !

12/31/(14/59)

You are my sun .
I also will have died if I lose you .
I became can not be living already if I lose you .
You are at the side of me always .
You are seeing it with the same thing as me always .
You are thinking same that as me always .

I am thinking only you always .
I do not think about you .
Ah ! Please you think about me a little !
Because I think such about you .
Please come here !

I think about you and I am also crying today .

My sweetheart !
Please awake to love !
I am waiting patiently for you here .
Our thread is connected probably .
You are standing in the terminal of my thread .
I feel fate to you .
I get on the same ship as you and want to cross fate .
Please get on the same ship as me !
Please cross fate together with me !
Please , My sweetheart !