I do not wait for Yahoo's ADSL anymore .

11/01/(00/00)

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I can still not use ADSL .
I am waiting for Yahoo's ADSL long time from July .
I was tired really very much .
I called to Yahoo and the telephone company (NTT) by telephone today .
The both say that the other company is bad .
Contents that Yahoo says differ entirely with NTT .
One is saying the lie so .
I do not understand which is saying the lie because the both were bad reception .

I will send E-mail to Yahoo today .
I cancel Yahoo's ADSL if Yahoo's construction work does not end within 2 weeks .
Because it began to come to hinder my job .
I will order to different ADSL .
It cost high more Yahoo's ADSL and it is not a high speed communication .
But it is not NTT's ADSL .
There are only 3 ADSL in Fukuoka .
I am not able to select it so .

My body died out for more than 3 years .
But I can not die out to the restriction in time already .( from pm 11.00 to am 08.00 )
I want to get on the Internet without receiving the restriction in time so .

I also will make the new site for the year-end .

11/04/(04/30)

I take patience to do it now .
It is November already but I can still not make the plan at the year-end .

I do not order the OS software of a new version early because I made it troublesome by a new version repeatedly .
I do not order the computer of a new model early because The computer drops to 1/10 price in a half year .
And first merchandise had many defects .

Therefore I was very prudent to a new thing .
But I have ordered to new ADSL (Yahoo's ADSL) soon .
And I did a big failure .
I was taken the freedom over 4 months for Yahoo's ADSL .

I am waiting for the answer of the Yahoo now .
Company other than the Yahoo seems to check whether the telephone of a member able to use ADSL before executing construction work .
I did not know it .
May be the Yahoo also did not know it .
Therefore the Yahoo checks after the construction work ends .
The construction work is useless if the member has the telephone without being able to use ADSL .
I might be the member perhaps so !
Oh My God !

My apartment was the dormitory of a company ( Dormitory is the apartment where the company made for a single employee .Company residence is the apartment where the company made for a married employee .) before .
Therefore the gas alarm has been kept for all the rooms .
Part of the telephone wiring might be used to the gas alarm so .

I wanted to terminate the time limit of now .
I want to get on the Internet in daytime !

Therefore I was scheduled to send E-mail after ADSL ends .
But I can not expect the exit of the end of ADSL .

I also learned it .
Hand is not put to a new thing soon .

I leave ADSL incomplete and I must make a new site to my Web .

I will have the dream from today .

11/04/(05/09)

Oh ! I search the male who likes and do not have the time when loves each other .
Therefore I am lonely always .

Only 2 months are remaining this year .
I want to have the dream because I did not have a dream for 4 months .
I also will have the dream from today .

How is the sweetheart of inside of my dream ?
I change the feeling from today and will start running .

I say to you while crying .
I am not fine .
( I am fine but I say that I am not fine ).
( Because woman wants to fawn on the male who likes very much ).
Therefore you come at the site of me and send a gentle word to my heart .
I am starved of the gentle word now .

You say to me kindly .
I am not lived without you !

Woman knows the word that the woman is pleased .
The woman does not show the word to a male .
The woman also does not show the word to the male who likes of course .
Because the woman wants to hear the word !

I will write love poems until the year-end .

Pain of Yahoo's ADSL was still not finished it !

11/05/(23/45)

I asked it of the control company of my apartment yesterday .
My telephone wiring seems to can use ADSL because it is not using anything .
I was relieved .

But ...

Oh ! I was also surprised !
What ! My site existed in the member who is using Yahoo's ADSL on Yahoo's Web .
It is written as " My ADSL opened on October 10 " .
Wow ! My ADSL has still not opened .
What is this ?

I thought variety .
And I hurried gradually .....

May be the Yahoo is recording " I have already by using Yahoo's ADSL " .

I seem to have had a new trouble .
I must contact the Yahoo soon .
Bucause I must pay money from October 10 .

Why does always the Yahoo make a new trouble ?

I also must contact .........
But I be without wanting to contact because the reception of Yahoo is very bad .

I called the Yahoo to put for one hour today .
It had the possibility that 1 circuit is connected in 4 circuit until now .
But I could not contact the Yahoo .
Yahoo's telephone circuit reduced from 4 to 1 .
Therefore Yahoo's telephones stopped connected 99.9999999% .

I was hearing from before that only the administration is hearing the complaint of Yahoo .
Many people say the complaint to the administration and seem to able to use Yahoo's ADSL soon .
I did not say the complaint to administration until now because I was believing that I solve it .

But I do not solve it at all .

I want to cancel Yahoo's ADSL now .

But I try only again before cancelling .
I say to administration as the last chance tomorrow .

I do still not have the composure that thinks the new site .

I ordered Yahoo's ADSL on July 9 .
It is November 5 today .
Voice of my pain is heard .....
Aaaa .... When do I open from ADSL ?

I received the answer of the Yahoo .

11/07/(23/55)

I thanked for administration for the first time today .
I called the administration today .
And the answer has returned from the Yahoo today .
Oh ! Quick !
The rumor was true after all .

I can exchange Yahoo's Modem after 1 week finally .
And I was able to put out the record called " My ADSL opened on October 10 " .
I heard that I need not to pay the construction work cost if I cancel it .

Ha ha ha ...

I felt relieved very much .
I seem to have exceeded one mountain at last .
I pray that My ADSL is started safely after 1 week .

I waited all day long today .

11/12/(23/03)

It was the day when the new Yahoo's Modem reaches today .
But it did not reach .

Ah ! The Yahoo did not keep the promise after all .
The Yahoo of Japan may be cancel authorization of ADSL .
I give up Yahoo's ADSL if I wait on 1st anymore tomorrow and do not reach .

I may be foolish !
I was disgusted with myself deeply .
I seem to be still believing a in somewhere .
I think that I endured well .
Bad company of reception did not exist only this in the company of Japan .
I became disappointed with the Yahoo .

May be tomorrow also the Modem without reaching .
And my heart will go down in grief .

Can I start ADSL by this year ?

I was released .

11/14/(00/38)

I also could not receive Yahoo's modem today after all .
The Yahoo did not keep the promise after all .
Therefore I called the Yahoo today .
But the telephone was not connected after all .

Oh ! The Yahoo is so as not to improve !
And I tried to think the Yahoo coolly .
I will suffer from the bad reception of the Yahoo if I used Yahoo's ADSL .
May I be waiting for Yahoo's ADSL as it is ?

And I thought that this situation does not change probably .
I thought that I may can not use ADSL by this year .
Therefore I determined .
I will cancel Yahoo's ADSL tomorrow .

I will order to ODN's ADSL .
The company is the provider which is joining now .
ODN's ADSL can start in 3 weeks .
Therefore I will have started ADSL at the year-end .

I was relieved because able to see future somewhat .
A person seems to be relieved was when able to see future .
Therefore the person is very anxious when the can not see future .
I learned it with this event .

I am the such feeling that was released then now .

Ha ha ha ...
I became want love suddenly .

Mysterious creature .

11/14/(03/19)

Person becomes sad when s/he has the person who loves it .
The person wants love when the person had composure ?
Or the person love it because the person wants the composure ?

I tried to love a person .
But I could not love a person when I do not have composure .

But I do not forget the power of love .

Electricity of love flows my body when I felt the person .
Woman wants to become beautiful for the person who likes .

How does the male want to become for the person who likes ?

I still do not know the answer .
But I do not want to know the answer .
I do not want to know all about the male .

The male is a mysterious creature for me .

Samurai never does the beggar .

11/14/(23/04)

The enterprise of Japan is strong because they are not defeated to adversity .
Samurai did in Japan .
Japanese thinks to pride in the samurai even now .
Samurai does not beg if is very poor .
Samurai does not discard the pride until last so .
I think that the samurai is the same as the noble of the West probably .

Education is necessary for the pride .

I was seen spring at last .

11/16/(23/03)

I could not employ the Internet in free time until now .
I may be can employ the Internet in free time soon .
I am seem can get freedom at last !
I think that I bore for long .
It may be the middle of a month in December probably .
I may be able to use ADSL at last so .

I can still not write Love poem and new site .
I can not boil up the feeling of love .
But I will recover soon .
I rest my body and my heart now .

Important wisdom that is sleeping .

11/16/(23/10)

My fight still continues .
Why does the person continue to fight ?
Why do I continue to fight ?
I do not understand the answer .

People who love mountain climbing say " They climb because a mountain exists there " .
They never think that they may die .
But they do not deny the possibility that dies .

A person is standing on some sacrifices .
And the person forgets the sacrifice .
But the person does not forget the sacrifice of oneself .

The person is a weak creature .
Therefore the person has fallen from the way if the person miss one's foot the way .
Therefore the person can not stop .
The person can not replace it already .....

What do the others think and see it ?
A person sees it and grieve over .
A person sees it and despise .

But people see it and give up almost .

Let's use the wisdom of magic !
Let's use the wisdom of everybody !

I want to believe that a human being is a higher animal .
I do not want to believe that a human being is a low animal .

Oh ! God ! Please convey to the people of the world !

Please give your wisdom !
The your wisdom may save the world by any chance !

Wait ! My Father ! My Mother !

11/16/(23/15)

I was born from the parents who loved each other .
I have looked at the parents who loved each other .
But I can not look at the parents who loved each other now .

I am very favorite the talk of the parents .
I sometimes go after the sky while being jogging even now .
I talk to the parents of inside of the sky so .
I am favorite to see the face of the parents .
I can see the face of clear parents even now .

My older sister .

11/16/(23/44)

I have the person who recalls always if I become solitude .
I have the recollection of solitude so .

My older sister was a very strong woman from when be young .
I was always hiding behind the older sister because was cowardly .
I could not bear solitude .
Therefore I was together with friends always .
I yearned for the older sister from when be very young .

The older sister said when I am 14 year-old .
You must bear solitude .
You are misunderstanding solitude .
Solitude is a very important thing to human molding .

The word gave a shock to me !

And I trained it for a half year from the day .

I cried every day because very painful .

I seem to have become a little strong woman after 1 year .
I started such a challenge that passes the older sister .
I passed the older sister with the results of study .
But I could not pass the older sister with the results of the sports .

I sloughed off from the older sister when I am 17 year-old .
I did not choose the university of the older sister .
But it was our parting ....
Our mother died in the same year .

Severe way was waiting to us .

I am not dreadful solitude .
I will not alive now if I can not bear solitude .
I am thanking for the older sister very much even now .
But I have not said the gratitude to the older sister .
Ha ha ha ....
We talk by phone only 1 time in a year .
I do not have the chance that says because I am bashful .
I will not say it to the older sister probably .
Therefore I say it to the older sister here .
..........
I recalled about the older sister now .
And my tears have flowed .
Face of the older sister floated on my mind now .
.........

You severe to me from that day .
I could not understand the word that you said .
You trained it to forcibly .
You knew that I am crying every day .
You were looking at the place where always I am crying with a shadow .
I knew what you are always seeing with a shadow .
But you did not say the word of comfort to me .
I was seen you to a demon .

But I was wrong ....
I would could not survive a severe society if you do not cultivate the power that wins solitude that time .
I am thanking sincerely for you .
You were the teacher of my life !

A real love .

11/17/(21/26)

This moves to the site of " My Love Poems " .